WHO'S THIS?

Grateful.

2011-06-07T12:48:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm just making this post to prove that I'm not dead, yet. And I'm still alive.

Let's cut to the chase.

Why I wrote my title as 'Grateful' is because I've read many blogs of friends and family of mine and that same thought appeared in my head after reading their posts about their life. I was constantly thinking:"Wow. My life is peaceful." I mean, I'm not bragging or whatever fuck. It's just that I felt their pain, their burden, their restlessness but I cannot truly understand their situations as I myself had not been in their shoes. Oh, I can be very sensitive at times and I can also be a total dope at times either. I've read about their life being so frantic, so hectic, so... dramatic. Well, of course I wouldn't want these things to happen in my life, like, who wants these things to happen? So I was like:"Thank God I had not been through these situations and all." But, there's always a but, I have my own issues that I'm dealing with which are too personal to be posted anywhere on the Internet that I'm very confused about. Okay, I shouldn't take this topic any further.

So, I really am sincere and worried about those people whose life are really in darkness. You might not believe me but I truly am. It's like, you know that feeling you get when you see someone in trouble but you've got no idea how and you can't help that person at all. Yeah, that helpless feeling. You feel so... stupid because you got absolutely no idea how to help them, or at least lift up their souls. Yes, I'm afraid that when I help them, I might make things worse cuz I've always been like that. All the time. Might as well just, stay out of it BUT I FUCKING CAN'T! urghhh I can't just ignore them. I don't know why but that's just me! I can pretend to not give a fuck but I really do care, about everyone around me. Yes, even I might say that I hate them or whatever but I really don't. I just..can't. Yes, you can call me taking it too much or whatever but I'm just being passionate. Well, of course as a friend, that is if you are my friend. If my close friends and the bests, owh you should see me.

Oh well, it's like 3:47am now and most probably I'm gonna wake up at 3pm tomorrow lol or even..4 LOL meh most probably my mom would call me to ask what do I wanna eat for lunch :9 So, yeah, I'm signing off.

Gave up.

2011-04-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

LOL I actually wanted to do a post of Chinese New Year and guess what? Nothing lol ~~not funny~~ I have pictures and videos and I can actually post them up but I forgot how did CNY went already lol it's like what? Two months ago? haha The highlight of CNY, angpaos 8D I give up. I am not gonna do a post about Chinese New Year and the previous post in this blog is like what? February 9th I think.

Forget about CNY. Now, today, it was d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-i-n-g. Urghhhh this is so annoying. I should probably not talk about it anymore. Too much frustration and totally killed my day. Thought that we could at least get the top 4 :/ STUPID FUCKING JUDGES. FUCKING UNFAIR.

kbvjovnwsklwhefknweiohniefnwefnweklfnwfiptgekfnap urghhhh I shall go off.

Personality test, anyone?

2011-02-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

LOL I was too bored and I've come across this website that does some personality stuffs so well, obviously I clicked it XD Here's the link if you wanna have fun with it ;D ~~(What the hell are you thinking? tsk tsk haha)~~ TEH QUIZZZZ

So, here my results and all of them are actually, very true :O Try it! Maybe you'll get yours accurate too! But you'll have to be honest to the answers :D

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

So, how's your results?

Oh, and I think I won't be able to blog as frequent as how I blogged last time (weekly) because I can't find the time and I don't have any ideas for the blog. So, I have decided that I'll blog less frequently but each post will be a better one rather than some crappy weekly ~~shit~~ post :)

So that's basically it for now :/

AND OH!

Almost forgot, ~~again~~. The next post is going to be about my Chinese New Year holidays in PENANG! woots! So be ready for there're gonna be hell lots of ~~retarded~~ stuff like VIDEOS coming out! I'll only select the best ones and if you wanna see all of the pictures, you gotta go to my Facebook profile, everything's there :D Wanna add me? Have fun looking for 'Bryan Teh' muahahah

I guess that sums it up for this post? SO, take care and have fun :D

Ya think imma gon put "Happy CNY"? Are you serious?

2011-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

MIRA EN BARRANQUILLA SE BAILA ASI

haha was all in a sudden Español XD meh being random XD

LET'S GET RETARDED IN HERE!

ahh Black Eyed Peas XD dayum I should put this as my blog title :D

~~Idon'tknowwhybutI'mfeelingalilbithyperafter~~
~~eatingthatmandarinorangeIsuspectithasdrugsinit~~

ooh! Have you seen a rotten mandarin orange? Do you think it's black? Brown? NOPE, it's GREEN D: And it's SICK GREEN D:

PICTURES! (Want a video? I have one XD)

See? I swear it is gross! And squishy! 8D

The video I was talking bout? HERE:-

I know right? ~~You just feel like eating it~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA I was curious alright? And I didn't eat it XD although it didn't smell bad and it smelt like mandarin oranges? FRESH mandarin oranges XD

SO,

I was thinking, there's one week of holidays to enjoy ~~and to not do homework~~. hahah One week off from school and teachers but away from friends? I will be like so lonely at home ~~although there's like two rhinos at home~~ XD

And I guess that's it for today's/tonight's post? Alright then, BYE!

~~OH RIGHT! I ALMOST FORGOT!~~

I wanna wish every Chinese in this world a happy Chinese New Year! :D

Want some juice? XP

RWUAH!

Fucked up mind.

2011-01-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

My mind's pretty fucked up these days. Been thinking too much. Blarh. It's just, dang, I don't know. I don't know why I brought this up and I don't think it would be appropriate to post this on my blog. It's just too personal. So, might as well just not post this right? But it made me feel better by posting my fucked up mind to the world, hoping that things would get better. Yes, I am all of a sudden emo and not whipping my hair~~(finally! and although my hair's too short to whip but who cares?)~~ arghhhhh There's just too many things to think about and I don't even know where to start! Somehow reading 'inspirational' quotes make me feel even MORE depressed :/

~~I give up.~~

Is earth still a place for humans?

2011-01-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

As you know, starvation in Africa is at a really alarming rate right? Yes, so you know but what did you do about it? Have you done anything about it? Have you donated to the charities available everywhere around you or have you did at least something on the net rather than just taking note and appreciate what you have. Yes, appreciation is good but after maybe a few days then did you still remember that the children in Africa IS still starving? Or you just live on your days normally like how you do?

Do you still want this to happen?

Do you want to see this?

Of course you would prefer the second picture right? See the BIG BIG difference? They have clothings, they have SMILES on their faces, they have JOY and they have CLEAN underground WATER.

You might ask:

"Where did that water pump come from?"

Truth is, people around the world are gathering help from every nation to donate and build up this pump or maybe dig a well that cost around USD$5,000 for one? Even Youtubers are doing a project called "Project 4 Awesome" for short "P4A".

Of course, you never know what are they going through because YOU didn't experience what they felt. Everyone of you who are fortunate enough to even surf the net and read THIS post have all experienced a day that you felt ~~"terribly"~~ hungry and immediately you went to grab some food or junk to eat, right?

Imagine the kids! Weeks! They've been starving for WEEKS! And some of them can hardly get a single teaspoon of clean water to drink a day!

SO, all I ask you to do is, from this day onwards, always think of those unfortunate children in Africa or at least pray for them. At least do the very least you can do, put in some effort, you won't die!

There are still many more things that are happening in this world but if no one cares, who would? It doesn't matter what kind of charity works you do as long as you had put in SOME effort ~~rather than just facing your computer doing nothing and liking all the Facebook pages~~!

HAVE SOME SYMPATHY FOR GOD'S SAKE!

I just wanna feel the day.

2010-12-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

[CHORUS:]

Open me up and you will see

I'm a gallery of broken hearts

I'm beyond repair, let me be

And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today

I just want to know something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today

Know that maybe I will be ok

[CHORUS]

Just give me back my pieces

Just give them back to me please

Just give me back my pieces

And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today

Know that maybe I will be ok

Be Okay - Ingrid Michealson

Yeah I just wanna feel the day AND DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT!

Igotnoidea.

2010-12-27T08:36:00.000-08:00

For once I'm actually a lil excited about school BECAUSE it's the day when all of us, the bunch of awesome people/jakuns will finally reunite. I can't believe school's gonna start next week and one and a half months just flew by like that! haihhhh It's really a good thing AND a bad thing. ~~It's better if I don't mention it lol~~

SO,

awh crap I'm like being so dry of any topics and ideas! It's always late at night that I have the wonderful ideas running through my mind. It's either that I'm really nocturnal and I need the night ~~(or maybe moon? meh cheesy)~~ or I'm just not at the right time zone to function..WHICH IS NOT GOOD!

~~awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

I'm most probably wasting lost of space but hey, it's not like I'm wasting paper lol

I've got no idea why I'm spacing that much haha I'm now having mixed feelings ~~again~~. It feels really weird to feel happiness, joy and ~~loneliness, sorrow~~ together. You're just really torn in between. ~~I should get going before I start spilling everything out to the air.~~

p/s:I'm still looking. I have not lost my way nor did I walked out from the light.

hm?

2010-12-16T22:56:00.000-08:00

ahhhh... it's been a long time since I last blogged. So what should I blog about? hmm okay I'm practically stoning at the computer thinking of what to blog lol OH! have you watched Shane Dawson's video???? he's crazy awesome hahahahaha for example, watch this video:

hahhahha!! I laughed I crap when I saw this video LOL!!!! literally ROFLMAO! XD ~~not the LMAO part but rolling on floor~~ LOL don't her~~(it's his actually same person LOL)~~ head hurts when she bang the table?? XD

anyways,

~~meh I've got nothing much interesting to share actually lol so whatever,~~ bye!

I'm back to BLOGSPOT

2010-11-16T01:14:00.000-08:00

Yes, I admit that blogspot renewed their system and it's better than tumblr cuz YOU CAN CHANGE THE SIZE AND COLOURS AND FONTS!!! :D ~~If only Tumblr could, I'd be using tumblr by now lol.~~

Whatever, moving on.

Yesterday, which is also a Monday, is a great and yet sad day. (weird English today pffft) Yesterday was the last day of school for 2010 which is a good thing because I have more time to do what I wanted to do all this year :D The sad thing is(omg this post sounds so cheesy *rolls eyes*) that I had to leave school for one and a half month and I'm gonna miss my friends. Very much. D; Which can also mean, more outings LOL ahhhhhhhhh this is dreadful, staying at home stoning OR following my mom to either Times Square or Sungei Wang ~~which are the malls that I hate the most~~ pfffft stupid lala people! lala people are like such losers *rolls eyes*

Oh, for some of you that don't know what 'lala' is... ~~*warning: Don't blame me if you change your style to lala kind and I'd just call you a loser :P*~~

This is what I call as stupid lala people. =.=

UGH those are the serious type of lala which is not found in Malaysia(so far :/) They... are from Harajuku.(no wonder)

~~Whatever.~~

I'm flying to UK this Saturday and I'll be back at the 3rd December! YEAY! ~~Away from Malaysia~~ :D woooooot! I'm now finding things to do in London and Bristol. If you have any suggestions feel free to just type it at the box on your right LOL thanks :DDD

Stupid

2010-10-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

STUPID blogger... I have been putting colours in my blog posts and then now whenever I want to, I just frickin can't! ARHHHH and now my blog looks so dull =.= and I can only put it now pffft

MOVING ON...

Now that I'm using tumblr instead, I have read a status of a friend of mine. This is what the status wrote:

"Tumblr is so awesome!"

Or maybe something else but you get the idea. Then you know what a dude of his friend wrote? He said:

"Dude! Tumblr is for girls.."

Then I was like 'Bring it. Stupid sexist arsehead'. YES, arseHEAD HAHA! And the worst of all, everyone has a sexist friend, at least one. EVERYONE. If you say you don't, you don't know your friends. There is always one friend, either a guy or a girl or even a GROUP :P

And also, there's this stupid teacher who was ~~(and I hope is XP)~~ infected by cancer in my school. Students from my school, you should know who :D She is a freaking batch of cookies who presses her silicone boobs ~~(if she even have boobs)~~ in front of everyone! GRRR! Everyone hates her, DESPISE HER! ARGHHH She is a frigging China woman who has a very very BAD haircut. ~~ALL THE TIME!~~ PFFFT You know what she did to our class???? When it was her class, she would just ~~ask~~ force everyone to clean up the classroom and it really wasn't us who made the class dirty... BECAUSE WE BARELY EVEN STAY IN CLASS! ~~Stupid bi-atch~~. She's really getting on our nerves... Who is she? She's just freaking treacher who thinks that she can force us to join every single competition JUST BECAUSE we're in the first class. Pfft.. If she's still gonna be like that, I'm never gonna go to school this year. ~~*pushes her down the stairs*~~

SO LONG PMR! SUCKER!

2010-10-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

HAH! PMR! YOU SUCK! YOU'RE GONE FOR MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE DAMMIT! :P

new blog

2010-10-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

well... blogger's kind of old now and I've moved to tumblr.com instead :D it's waaay better than blogger cuz of the designs and stuff.. it's cooler than blogger this is my new blog website...

READ ME!

but it doesnt mean that i abandon this blog... i'll still post some here but mostly i'll use it on tumblr...

Hurt

2010-09-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

I'm so naive that I'm hurt over a single simple sentence.... just imagine.... it's just me that I'm thinking too much although that person is not really pointing the sentence to me... no..I'm not in love or sort of stuff... not interested now.... it's just so painful... once I read that particular sentence a big part of me died but I did survive... I learned to move on..in like what? 5 minutes? oh well..seems like not everything is what you have expected... ughhh... From now on, I'll harden my heart until something triggers it and melts it...I hope that trigger would come fast...

RARH

2010-09-12T09:41:00.000-07:00

aww part of me already started missing them... They're not gonna be here on next Sunday... :'( awhhhhh either I go to Australia or I wait till next year XDXD this is just a super short update but I'll update again tomorrow since I'm not really in a mood to write long post but I just feel like blogging so yeahh there you go.... feeling sad XD(obviously this is fake/real) i dont know XD

2010-09-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

omg i just realised it's September already..... now looking at the dates of XX/8/10 seems so foreign...seems so far away.... and today's 2 September which equals to four more weeks to PMR.... YES! go away you evil evil PMR that made people lock themselves to study.... what are you?? work never sees you! GO AWAY!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH XD i have nothing to do and im watching Simpsons instead of studying...pffft

holidays or not?

2010-08-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

i can smell holidays but i dont think these two weeks of holidays would be PLAY PLAY AND PLAY like what I used to do when it's a holiday cuz i need to start studying(again) for the stupid PMR on October.... and the two weeks of holidays will begin like when...next week? uggh but... after the 6 torturous days then we, Form 3's are free people for the year only....:( arh whatever.... let's hope that the world would end at May 21st 2011... why that day? heeeee it shall be a mystery except for those who already knew why XD

exams still????

2010-08-23T06:21:00.001-07:00

Hmm... second week of exams... it supposed to be 5 days only but yet the stupid school add those useless subjects e.g. art, moral, PJK(ew..theory) etc. So darn stupid. So it made the exam duration extended to 8 days arhh... BUT, it's something good cuz this trial is the second last exam this year and the finals is PMR :/ and after that ________________ :D (this smiley has lipstick shhhh XD)

hmm August flying past QUICKLY and it's gonna be September soon like what 1 week + 1 day then it's September then after that October then PMR then YAY! 8D(on drugs look XD) so this post is just to show that how I'm still ali.... nah I wont put that I'm still alive cuz if I die I would be in the header of all newspapers HAHHAHAHA so perasan XD this post is to show how eager are all Form 3's waiting for PMR to be gone! muahahah lol.

California Girls, we're unforgettable... arhh stuck stuck stuck

Japan McDonald's Advertisment

2010-08-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

omgggg Japanese are all so awesome XD their ads are all crazy hillarious!! I find that this video is the funniest among all... watch it all cuz the milkshake is the funniest XD ahahahha aiyooo the woman she drink the milkshake drink drink then got moustache XDXD ummm just watch it yourself XD it's freaking hillarious XD

isn't it crazy funny?!?!? XDXD

books books AND books ugh

2010-08-14T09:48:00.000-07:00

arh sick of books! especially REFERENCE BOOKS! GAH! well, next week's trial and it's next wednesday... time flies... yesterdays like what? january of 2009? it's always August that fly fast... today's 14th of August and yesterday's like 1st of August O.O another blink of an eye- trials, blink- PMR, blink- over PMR, dont blink! XD waiting for September though heeeeeeeee

this afternoon I was too bored so I "played/studied" using the text book CD.. some really really lame stuff... so after Science I put in English and I was even bored-er XD so one of the exercise i did this:
haha sorry if it's too blur but you can view it clearly in my Facebook XDnah

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1061293171&v=wall&story_fbid=142800529087590&ref=notif&notif_t=feed_comment#!/profile.php?id=1061293171

this is something NOT to be missed... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i guess that's all... hmmm bye XD

From The Inside

2010-08-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Words fall slowly,
Silent on the ground.
You don't know me at all.
So catch me quietly,
We don't need a sound.
Listening to you, as you,

Hook me up and watch me still,
Just stay with me.
You need to make me feel,
That I've got somebody.
So don't leave me.

Lie with me like you lie to me,
Show me that my heart can still touch,
Still breath, from the inside.
Show me, do you dare to unfold me?
You wanted it all, now I'm giving it all.
From the inside.

Can you walk through me,
Unlock me inside?
You don't get me at all.
But please be careful,
Don't let us collide.
I break easy, as you,

Hook me up and watch me still,
Just stay with me.
You need to make me feel,
Like I've got somebody.
So don't leave me.

Lie with me like you lie to me,
Show me that my heart can still touch,
Still breath, from the inside.
Show me, do you dare to unfold me?
You wanted it all, now I'm giving it all.
From the inside, from the inside.
From the inside.

Hook me up and take me,
Somewhere we can be.
You need to make me feel,
That I am somebody.
So don't leave me.

Lie with me like you lie to me,
Show me that my heart can still touch,
Still breath, from the inside.
Show me, do you dare to unfold me?
You wanted it all, now I'm giving it all.
From the inside, from the inside.

Alex Parks - From The Inside

ahhh... I'm in love with this song.... you might think that those colour are for decorative purposes.. well, one of it... the colours meant something... Each colour and each words that have the same colour meant something else... If you get to figure it out.... bravo my friend...you might understand what I'm feeling =) only the colours in the lyrics have meanings XD

Just Noticed

2010-08-03T00:35:00.001-07:00

I just noticed that it's time for me to blog (supposedly to be yesterday but who cares XD)

TRIALS IS JUST 2 WEEKS and PMR is in 60 days....

60 days of boring crap then it will begin... then 1 week after that....

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

well... for the rest of 2010 at least... oh come on.... could I fast forward time?!?! haha thought of having after PMR party... wheeeeeeee

BUT, now it's just August but PMR is in OCTOBER ARHHHH time flies...time flies...

I guess that's it? so... OOH! i finally got back my phone from the repair shop ahhh FINALLY!!

Now it's officially closed..wheee XD

I'm still addicted to GaGa..imagine? just different song...lalala

Everything's fine (maybe?)

2010-07-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

For me, everything's going fine i guess (and also hoping that it will prolonged to be going fiiiine) uieh? haha try to say that out loud (uieh? ueih? ueih?) haha you're a retard XDXD I got nothing to blog but just to update to "revive" this blog... hhmmm school's like normal - boring. Speaking of school... CURSE THAT STUPID M************G KH TEACHER she's crazy she's out of her mind that she's making me going crazy and murder her... oh hell yeah she's insane.. don't believe me? try going into her class.. she might seem "good" (i can just puke blood and die on the spot) she's pure evil she can just accuse you for nothing! imagine... she a fresh batch of cookies... (hidden meaning, only certain people know XD)

gah so I guess I'm going off?

still addicted to GaGa muahaha xD

lonely wheee XD

2010-07-12T05:36:00.000-07:00

aikk...I'll be like what? anak tunggal for a few months arhhh My eldest sister is gonna go Sarawak for her posting for 2 frigging years next month and then my second sister will still be in UK for 1 more year and then my youngest sister is in US until September is it? haihhh I'm gonna be a single child and gonna enter a quiet house a verrrrry quiet house everyday..... seems like story books and sleep can only bring me away from reality... I feel so lonely...lalalalala XD seems like school and tuition is the place where my social life can still survive on weekdays and church is the place where my social life starts on Sunday and Saturday not so sure XD

IMAGINE HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE?!?!?!

so this post is gonna be a short short shoooort update of me dying of boredom at home lalala

July?!

2010-07-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

Did 2010 really did fly past or am I just dreaming?? It's July... Don't you know what July stands for???? OH COME ON! JULY!!! can't you still see it?!?! It's gonna be bulan puasa then I can go back early everyday! YAY!! XD hmm this post supposed to be last week's post XD so I'm gonna post one more post later haha there's nothing much to write just one.... the "choir" competition... the oh so exciting competition....

SARCASM...

oh please.... THAT, is what I call L-A-M-E.... that was when the first round is up... but when we got into finals things were different.... we don't need to act oh so patriotic and sing (darn fake) patriotic songs... (oh come on...patriotic for what country? malaysia??! please...) then they told us we can sing songs that have moral values....(damn! no Bad Romance XDXDXD) so I suggested that we sing Keep Holding On... and we did... ughh at least and finally there's one not patriotic song!

hmm... I guess that's it? lalala byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Half gone and half awaiting?

2010-06-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

I've eaten half of 2010 so it became 10 XDXDXD i know i know it's lame... it's true! tomorrow's July and June just ran past over me and she knocked me down XD June has been one of the busiest month in this year with the library week and the choir competition...it had been one helluva week...XD haih..I missed the time during Form 2... It's so FREE and have absolute nothing much to do and not much responsibilities to hold..this year, arhh super high contrast... they think that this things are not a big deal...yeah try living a life with so tiny brain with so many dead cells around that cannot be revived and yet forced to carry such heavy responsibilities... you might think that it's just a snap and done... think, think... all you just do is think..yeah if you think it's so easy I wouldn't have to stay back every single day in school doing stuff and brain storming everyday!

I won't waste my time mumbling here so I'll have to brain storm(again and again) and die of concussion because of banging the wall too many times(not literally..im not that stupid XD) now I only left two more days to complete my kiosk and it is still....3 quarter done... but I would really want to thank my group members for cooperating with me and those who are not my group and yet still helping me like Kiki and Tash THANK YOU SO MUCH! haha i know...Tash and I have weird relationship...we quarrel and tease each other(those friendly teasing and quarrel kind and yet ended up laughing kind XD) and yet we made a good team XD the thing is... I left early from school today because I need to go home you see (duh XD) and then now I don't know how things are going for my kiosk and I'm crossing my fingers praying hard that it would turn out to be great but I know it will cuz i have awesome friends and group members XD hey my group members actually started the hieroglyphs and a BIG picture of Ra today and finished it by today! isn't it amazing! the hieroglyphs are not simple and little yet they are complicated and LOTS OF THEM TO DRAW XD i feel so grateful XD so now i gotta go back to the shithole and at the same time my haven cause I need to get back to my studies to prevent (and avoid my dad) my dad from grumbling XP tee hee! although he might sometimes be (yeah a little harsh but I'm gonna be straight forward) annoying but I still love him XD I love people for who they are not only for their positive values... don't you agree that they are some negative values that you can just LOVE them XD for example, sick friends XDXDXDXD HAHAHAHAha i know i know XD

k gotta now wheeeeeee~~~~ XD

Abomination

2010-06-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

Time is running
Life is slipping
Joy and laughter
All are lacking

Darkness engulfs
Life is demised
Unprepared, unheralded
The evil shall rise

Dreams are crushed
Dark dreams are awakened
Utter obscurity
A bloodbath awaited

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SO, how do you think of it? I don't know...Darkness just came into my mind and I wrote this poem down and there you go! XD

Sleeping is an addiction XD

2010-06-11T02:14:00.000-07:00

It's quite true..sleeping is a beneficial addiction XD everyone needs to sleep and rest XD sleep and sleep and not doing anything is so fun...for example, when you just wake up you're still not aware of things happening so you can finally feel peace so just sleep again and think that the world is very peaceful when there's someone dying out there of a brutal murder XD since it's holidays, I've been waking up late..as in VERY LATE XD Monday woke up at 12 tues 12 wed 1 thurs 2 today 3 SHOOT XDXDXD sleeping is addicting cuz you will just die for more peace and travel in the Otherworld XD so, let see... would you prefer to sleep late at night wake up late in the morning or sleep early at night and wake up early the next morning? I prefer sleeping late and waking up late cuz I'm darn nocturnal XD I love night time more than day time...who's with me???

SO,

I think that's all XDXD k byeeeee lalalala

Pieces of Puzzle

2010-06-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

it's all falling back into its place... the puzzle's showing its image... I'm invulnerable to craps and nuisances around me.... even if they're trying to bring me down... At the end, they will be under my feet, out of shape! ugh

p/s: I'm very disappointed at you.

COUGH

2010-05-31T06:27:00.001-07:00

yes...I've been coughing my lungs out....even now gahh oh...don't talk bout results please...I can seriously bang my head against the wall now....sometimes i wish that the world would be just plain...sometimes...sometimes....(why the hell am I going oh-so-emo-ugh-pathetic kind?? I'm not XD) BUT A HUGE AND GIGANTIC PART OF ME WOULD BE DEAD IF I'M EMO...ooh! ELMO XDXD but doesn't mean I'm those happy-go-lucky kind or those whee all the while happy...if you think so then one effing word I give you...

NO! (haha not fuck XD)

SO,other than shitty coughing shit hmm I don't think there's anything else...OOH! holidays are coming! whee only two weeks but I think two weeks is enough cause by time my brain would be malfunction...cuz even normal days I wont study imagine holidays XD I'LL BE STONING EVERYWHERE LIKE SOME RETARDED IDIOT SHIT XD aww and this Saturday my sis' gonna go US for 4 months for some work and travel stuff lalala ( i dont care if you read this cause I won't go all emo kind now...I'm a different person now and it is one who don't find putting emo stuff on the net is..soothing?? XDXD) so that's about it.... LALALA

*quote* Fuck the fucking fucker XD ( if you ever watch that video XD)

2010-05-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

air liuh...meleleh-leleh AHAAHAHH!! so random! just thought of that song all of a sudden XD whee exams are temporarily gone...YES emphasize on "temporarily" arhh you know what I saw after I finished Art which is the last paper....i saw Penilaian Kedua- JULAI...then Trials...OGOS....so i was like wtf?! so what now...we have 6 exams this year? i thought it should be 5...owh whatever this exam i didn't really study like how I used to...I tried the other way...the risky way...but in the end I FELT that it was not that bad..I don't feel the way that other people will say :"Don't study arh..die on the paper la you!" hmm...i can't deny that I'm weird...and retarded...IM A PLATYPUS!! XDXDXD i did not study this time because I want to see my actual level of intelligence XD I just think that it's just psychology... people study just to refresh their minds and feel confident...people who didn't study will feel...intimidated? (except me...I was like..."umm..die then die lah" XD I dare to take risk dammit) So, confidence is the key...I mean...how much can you fit into your brain if you study like 2 weeks ahead? maybe you can memorise the whole book if you keep on reading for the whole year(dorks)..but there's like 7 subjects(excluding Chinese..I DESPISE CHINESE! and all Chinese teacher's...their murderous psychopaths...that's why I got a little bit of trauma of chinese schools XD and I'm darn grateful to go into a Malay school but filled with Chinese people XD sounds so racist but i'm not XD)oh yeah...I got a phone! XD I use Digi..HAH! maxis can't spam Digi XD but Digi can XD it's cheaper XD hmm seems like there's nothing else so interesting to be written...so bye peeps XD

wheee i love exams!! AHAHAHH NOT!!!

2010-05-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

me disappearing for a few days and not updating this blog is not because of exams...XDXD is because..

im just too lazy XD

bwuahahah! i know i know...im not those kind of peeps that study for like 24/7..cough coughcancough get the hint? cuz it just wont go into my brain...and i cannot study too early because I will forget...what say you?? its Wednesday so err..I'm having exams till next Thursday then next Friday I'll be going off to Penang...again! whee XD so...i guess that's it...XD

FML

2010-05-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

seriously..FML what the hell is wrong with..everything??! even songs are scarily(yes, scarily) accurate to my situation...ughh first stanza of set me free AND that's what you get... so freaking creepy arh but what happened is DEFINITELY NOT appropriate to put it up here....ugh FML FML FML FML FML FML it's so freaking seldom that these things happen...or maybe once in a lifetime...and its not a good thing... arhh felt so fucked up...SNAFU FML FML FML FML FML FML

for your infromation..cuz some people just dont know what FML is...(yeah tat's me last time XD i don't know whats FML XD)

FML means...

FUCK
MY
LIFE!

Dreams

2010-05-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

It's weird to have dreams every single night when you rarely dream last time...It's been a while since I had dreams every single night! And you know, when you wake up...you forget...that's the suckiest part... And dreaming is tiring...you never actually felt that you rested...ughh if you did read the House Of Night series...then you would understand this story... that time I just finished reading the 5th book (Hunted) so that night, I dreamt that I became a vampire without going through the blue fledgings...and I became a red fledging instead...weird huuh XD then the dream was weird cause we are in the tunnel and my principle was like somehow leading us without a Mark...then I had some of my friends there...and most of them are strangers... foreign people...faces that I have never seen before.... and once I wake up from that dream.. it was just nice 6:15 am which is my time that I wake up for school and THAT is awesome XDXD

so about this House Of Night series...IM DYING TO GET THE 6TH BOOK!! GAHH MPH MPH MPH there the first picture is the 1st to 6th book and the second picture is the 7th book which is just released last tuesday in US and God knows when will it reach Malaysia...sad right

so that's about it XD

Surprises or maybe Awestrucks

2010-04-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

Well, awestrucks would be overly-dramatic though... I was talking bout how I write last time...YES, imagine being agaped by what you wrote last time. To be precise, I would say the WAY I write. And, my last time is not like those antediluvian me, even if it's just last week. If I read my post back, my brain will automatically process the other form of sentence but the sentence is still the same meaning. Get it? oh I bet you do lol. Hmmm...It's been a long time since I put my actual thoughts in here. So, today(perhaps night?) I shall put a title entitled "Everyone is related even though you don't know the others" Yes, don't worry..I'll explain.

"EVERYONE IS RELATED EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW THE OTHERS"
WHY would I think that all strangers are related even though they don't know each other(that's why they're called strangers??!)? Are you getting the picture? Nevermind.. Let's take a clean sheet of paper in your mind, then draw yourself there (you know you don't really HAVE to draw but it's in your mind so just put your picture there). Then, draw your family members connected to you. Yeap it's a mind map. THEN, draw your friends and they are linked to you. if your friends know your parents or maybe your siblings, link them too. Ok, this is the easy and also hard part(it's up to how good you can imagine things). So you get the BASIC picture why everyone is related? Let's say you have a friend that don't know your parents but he/she knows you and therefore he/she is related to your parents because he/she is (your parents' point of view: my son/daughter's friend ; friends view: ____'s parents) see?? get it? Then trace the line and you'll find out that EVERYONE yes EVERYONE is relater to each other and it's a perfect link. Even around the world. Every human being on this Earth no matter dead(creepy) or alive, links with each other. Get the picture? Confused? Annoy and agitate me then. =) XD(ooh, I now realise this is my first time using emoticons in this post! LOL)

SO, this is what I thought of for quite a long time. I still have other thoughts but I think one is enough for a time. Too many would be confusing but somehow I manage to understand it XD I got another one..(not confusing kind of thoughts).um I think I'll leave it for next time...Ooh..I'm having more and more stuff to tell!! XDXD

Depression?

2010-04-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

I guess you people think that I am depress because you saw this word "depression" as my title...but no, I don't have depression. maybe yes, but from being too bored. or maybe too free...arhh dont know how to explain because I'm kind off sleepy...half sleepy and half...breathing??? *BEIBER BLAST! HA!* LOL nigahiga XD last week again...school had nothing much...dont know why last week all of us feel so...dead and messed up...no idea...ALL of us...perhaps because of someone? *hint: menopause at age 30* it was very VERY dull....everyone feels the grey colour.. but today was different....i went hyper for God know's what reason and was laughing like shit in the lab XD i can get hyper any time as long as the moments right XD i still feel dead now....XD so k la nothing much to talk bout for last week..OH I FORGOT TO PUT UP THE POLL!! AHHAHAHHAHA

Makeover

2010-04-12T04:06:00.001-07:00

Let's plan a makeover...well....for my blog of course...I shall put on a poll to see which should I change the most...hmm....I'm getting bored with the black background and yellow words...with my teddy bear picture XDXD oh well...could someone teach me to do the layout...i dont like bloggers' layout....except the black one....that's why i chose it..XD so last weekend I was in Penang and not that i cannot update the blog just that I forgot XD so last week we have nothing special actually...the usual boring school days....with the teacher who believed to have menopause at the age of 30+ maybe...or is she 40? XD late thirties nahhh I'll make her older...starts with a 4 XD I frigging hate her! i mean WE hate her XD other than the problematic psychotic teacher...then there's nothing much actually...oh DONT GO NEW WORLD PARK the foods there is horrible....very near to inedible....cannot trust hochak anymore XDXD so...there's nothing much happening in school actually..... I'm treasuring school times....cuz after we graduate, everyone will be on their own path and everyone seperated...and tat is sad..... very sad.... oh well...life is life....bye..somehow this post's making me feel depressed XDXD

TADAH! lol

2010-04-02T11:17:00.000-07:00

So, it's this week's update...hmm it felt very long because I updated the blog last Monday and I usually update at Saturdays. And I don't get myself updating the blog about the week on Monday...which is the starting of the week... This week has nothing special...Although it HAS but I'm not gonna post it up here just in case. It's nothing to hide but I don't want to put it here because I'm afraid that someone (Ma mère et mon père sait que je vais avoir des examens maintenant parce que je ne leur dit pas ..., it's the language that Im currently learning) smart huuh XDXDXD double meaning as in smart huuh is for both things that Im talking bout...bout that sentence and what that sentence meant XDXD so other than that there's nothing else....oh and HWU NING AND I GOT NOTHING IN BETWEEN US!! wthhh XDXDXD especially you ar SIEW LING! GRRR so I'm done this week's (more to days in school XD) update...BYE LORL

Interventions, diagnostics, exams AND shit

2010-03-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

Interventions, diagnostics, exams, PMR and shit. Why must it be our school who had these freaking exams while most of the schools don't?! WHY??!! After Intervention 2 then there is another 2 weeks gap in between Intervention 3 or Diagnostic, I don't know. I mean, I don't wanna know. How am I supposed to breathe with no air..haha Oh well, life goes on. Yeesh, I say that once students had started school, there's no such thing called as "honeymoon year". Form 1 and Form 2 they might say it's honeymoon year. It seems to be like honeymoon years but if you don't concentrate on that two yeas then you'll sooo gonna suffer in Form 3 catching up stuffs two years before you. After Form 3 then Form 4 then Form 5 then SPM. SPM SPM SPM SPM PMS oops XD PMR stands for Pergi Makan Rumput. AHAHA! PLUS, this school they called us to prepare our own OMR and test pad paper ALL BY OURSELVES! They said they will not give out papers for us to write answers. You know why? CAUSE THEY'RE FREAKING BROKE. Not good in money management? Or the people inside eats it? oops XD Oh yeah, the poem recitation is "The Lady of Gaga" hahahaha Of course not, it's "Lady of Shalott". It's about her life and stuff. My favourite stanza is the stanza that she died. Haha! I know I'm very.."good" XD Hey somehow blogging's quite fun though. XD SO, I've done this week's update so I'M SIGNIN' OFF!

Fatigué

2010-03-15T10:11:00.000-07:00

Tu ne veux pas me trouver dans cette situation. C'est horrible et très très fatiguant. Comme le titre dit, terrible. Vous allez être usée. Bien que je me suis réveillé à 2 dans l'après-midi, mais je suis toujours fatigué. Eh bien, mentalement bien sûr. Fatigué de cette "bataille" contre cette chose. Alors, quelle est cette "chose"? Plus tard, mais plus jamais, peut-être plus tard, pas ce poste. J'en ai marre de cette chose freaking que vous dévore et vous vous surprendrez à le faire. Maintenant ce que ce truc? Je ne vais pas le dire. Bien que je puisse paraître bizarre heureux ou peut-être pas. Mais qu'est-ce qui se passe à l'intérieur est important. Eh bien, je me sens épuisée. Je suis accusé. Pas pour rien, c'est juste qu'ils occupent.

Well, if you seek for translation then it'll not be accurate. So here's what I'm saying:

You don't want to be me in this situation. It's horrifying and very very tiring. Like the title said, dreadful. You'll be worn out. Although I woke up at 2 in the afternoon but I'm still tired. Well, mentally of course. Tired of this "battle" against this thing. So, what is this "thing"? Later but more to never, maybe later, not this post. I'm sick of this freaking thing that eats you up and then you'll find yourself doing it. Now what's that thing? I won't tell. Although I might seem freakish happy or maybe not. But what's going on in the inside is important. Well, I'm feeling worn out. I'm accused. Not for anything, it's just they are assuming.

RAWR RAWR RAWR meow XD

2010-03-05T09:09:00.000-08:00

I'll try to update my blog once a week la...hey..it's called good okay..some people *cough*hwuning*cough* left it for months XD but the thing is...I got nothing to blog! and today i blog now is because I want to blog just for the sake of blogging..it's been a long time...and nowadays my blog posts have no title XD then i shall put one XD oh i thought of one...hmm I screwed up oral today la but even though I got an A but I still think I screwed it! arhhh i dont know why i was nervous all in a sudden and i forgot most of my ideas about coulrophobia arhh(info:coulrophobia means the exaggerated fear of clowns) there learn a new word XD haih..and Ms Liew called or shall I say, summoned? XD some of us in our class to recite a poem together on stage during Hari Anugerah Cemerlang..pfft and then the orchestra(which I really want to quit but hang on just to get marks LOL) got some really lame performances, again. But of course, it's an orchestra, it's meant to perform XD and the afternoon session teacher...she's just a batch of cookies (another new word, ask me for the meaning but i will tell to those who are "eligable" to know XD) *SHE told us to play Rasa Sayang and Miao Hui...== isn't there doraemon which is world famous?! XD the songs keep on repeating and repeating and repeating gahh oh well...if i quit i shall do other stuff to replace it hmm..consideration is required XD oh and if this school have an english orchestra...I WOULD SURE QUIT AND JOIN RIGHT AWAY....XD oh well, it's hard. this school is infested by chinese although it's a malay school so they made a chinese orchestra by some really china teacher..if not then who? forget about it...should I join choral speaking. Yes, I should. Yes, i would prefer choral speaking than poem reciting. XD so yeah choral speaking...XD this year we shall win again nyahahh XD

BOOKS:( It might be long but it is worth it to read XD)
Currently I'm reading a book, which the story line is super twisted...hahhahaha the title is Out written by a Japanese author and was translated. Her name is Natsuo Kirino. Gosh...she's an awesome writer. This story is about four friends working in a food factory in Japan.(ok..having a deja vu nvm) I haven't read finish, yet. But i'll tell you what happned to the part where i have stopped. There's these four friends which is quite close. Masako (40+), Yoshie(30+), Yayoi(29) and Kuniko (i forgot XD). Yayoi(the 29 years old) was abused by her husband. So one day, her patience snapped and she just strangled him with her belt. And he died. So, she thought : Serves YOU right! (super twisted, i know XD) then she called Masako(seems like everyone is relying on Masako in this story XD) to help to deal with the corpse. So she called and Masako agreed and during the conversation, Masako is VERY CALM. So, she came to her house and took the corpse into her car and they went to work. After she parked her car, she was walking towards the factory. Out of the blue, someone was dragging her towards the bush. The place had some workers to be raped there and they said the rapist were to be a young Brazilion working in the factory too.She was struggling desperately and she screamed and he swiftly covered her mouth and lucky she was taller than him. The Brazilion is not that big sized but has strong hands. So, since she was taller than him, she turned her shoulder and smacked her handbag. Then she saw him. She said his name and she told him that if he let her go, she will not tell anybody. And the best part is, she said something more, which is :"If you let me go, I will not tell anybody. I'll come back tomorrow at nine. Right here. I promise" I was like WTH??!It's like this in Malaysian version "Aiyah! Tomorrow lah!" XD And then the Brazilion likes her already. WHAT?! He is like 21 and she is like 43?! (super twisted) They work in a night shift. After working, Masako told Yoshie about the murder. Yoshie was like WTF?! Yes, that explains everything. Before telling her, Masako told Kuniko to leave first and then Yoshie said she wanted to "lend some money". So she left with suspicion. Then while they are working just now, the food was sliced beef. Then Yayoi(the murderer) said: "If he was in the form of that, nobody would know." Masako shut her up immediately and luckily no one noticed. After work, Masako went home first to cook breakfast. After her husband and her son went off. She waited for Yoshie.When Yoshie came, they went to her car to take the body. They put him into the bathroom. She put some plastic on the floor to prevent meat pieces stuck in between the tiles. (omg lah...meat pieces?!XD) Masako said if they straight away saw, it'll tear the skin. So, Masako took the sharpest sashimi knife. She started with the head. She stabbed the kinfe at Kenji's(the corpse name) throat. Then she start sawing. It said she saw it and it came out relatively ease.Then they chopped him into 43 bags. Double layer so they used 86 bags. And then while their doing the "job", Kuniko was desperate for money so she thought : If Yoshie can lend then why couldn't I? so she went to Masako's house. She saw Yoshie's bike outside and Masako's car there. So she thought they would be at home. She rang the bell and they pretend not to be at home. So she went to the back and saw light at the bathroom window. When she's outside, she can hear Masako and Yoshie's voice. So she knocked at the window. Masako opened it and Kuniko said she need some help and it is better not to tell it in public. Later only Masako let her in. She was very curious. Kuniko told her her problems and Masako held her arms and dragged her to the bathroom. Kuniko was astonished to see a human arm on the floor. She asked:" What the hell is that??!" Masako said, since you want money, then you have to help us. Yayoi will pay us 500,000 yen. She was about to vomit. She did not do the dirty job but she helped them to put the bags at all places.
So that's where i read until. SO twisted right. yeah i know it's long XD so i think i want to sleep la gud nite!

2010-02-08T02:25:00.000-08:00

nobody is still stuck in my head..wonderful isn't it? XDXDXD I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! XDXDXD *yawn* school just suck...schools are DAMN boring until my SSS becomes worse XDXDXD lalalala now also got nothing to do....hmm..i think i'll go read "The Divine Revelation Of Hell" la....XD so interesting XD

2010-02-06T09:08:00.000-08:00

ARHH i have nothing to do!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANNA DO CRAZY STUFF!!! hahahahahahahhhahahhahhahahahaahhaaaaaahahahahhhhhahaha LOL im gonna go buts..i mean nuts..XD see the letters are just side by side XD so boring la nowadays!! sien until wanna ROT! XD blah..oh well..........................

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! XDXD

i heart someone........................

which is.....................

i want that very special person to know....i think that person knows....that person is...................

TEH YEONG YEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHHA!! IN YOUR FACE! to those who believed that i will tell.....if i had a crush now...hahaha if i really have...you have to be close enough...i wont post it on the blog...you have to dig out my brain and taste it XDXDXD oh well..i told you SSS(super sien syndrome) which came from me XDXDXD the world had h1n1....hwu ning had hn11...nina had nn11 and i have SSS XDXDXD beautiful isnt it....XD

something DIFFERENT PLEASE?!!!

2010-01-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

well...I'M GONNA RANT! GO AWAY! HAHAHAHHAHAAHHA well I dont sound like Im going to rant anyway..XD I AM JUST TOO BORED OF THIS LIFE! I WANT A NEW ONE!!!! LOL if im not schooling then tuition not tuition then homework not homework then music not music then eat not eat then sleep not sleep then computer not computer then church not church i dont know already.... ISN'T IT LIFELESS??? YES IT IS... its boring to be me....so dont envy me....you'll regret..XD I WANT TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT....SOMETHING WILD! SOMETHING CRAZY!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XD i sound so desperate XD BECAUSE I AM! im going insane! im going insane! IM GOING INSANE!! NYAHAHHAHA HAHHAH ALALALAL XDXDXD its been soooo so so so soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring!!! cant i just do something that i enjoy for the rest of my life like MUSIC?! can't they ask what they want to do when they go form 3 in their future then only proceed to train them since form 3?! XD hmmmm damn now i dont feel like ranting anymore...damn oh wait...I AM ranting now XDXD wth..XD LALALALALALALALAA hmmmm OK LA SIGNING OFF NYAHAHAHAHAHAH

i am officially signing off

NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 NYAHAHAHAHAHHA I AM TRYING TO MAKE THIS THING LAST LONGER CUZ IT HAS BEEN A MONTH I DID NOT UPDATE THIS ROTTEN STUFF CUZ MY SISTER LA!(MAY EON) GO BLOW THE GREEN ASAP AT MY BLOG) XDXDXD *maksud tersirat* XDXDXD ask her la XD OK LA i am signing off now.......really....

seriously....

REALLY!!! I AM SIGNING OFF!! just that not yet only maa XDXDXDXD

LALALALALALALA HAHHAHAHHAi told you im going insane of not doing something that stimulates my brain!

ok la this time seriously la....BYEEEEEE

STOP STALKING ME!! HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAH K LA BYE!!! XDXD

2009-12-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.... easy simple and done....LLOL

2009-12-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

HAI!!! I've been lost in the jungle for a few weeks and they found me..LOL well...this is not my first time making sushi but...I have made the perfect ones instead...LOL so perasan...cuz...this time we use the real japanese sushi rice which added another mark into the food..LOL (it hardly breaks apart cuz I fanned it and "cutted" it) its true...lol well..pictures!! i made tuna sushi and my mom insisted on the seaweed so she made her own..LOL oh oh oh and I made it all by myself and my hands..LOL I GOT WASH HANDS ONE LOR! LOL oh and I made one rice ball...LOL

ew... wat's that?! So disgusting! LOL

TADAH!! LOL

K.S. LOL

2009-12-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

lLALALALAA... I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!! LOL

damn addictive la this song..lyrics.....

원더걸스 – 노바디
You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
난 다른 사람은 싫어 니가 아니면 싫어
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

난 싫은데 왜 날 밀어내려고 하니
자꾸 내말은 듣지 않고
왜 이렇게 다른 남자에게 날
보내려 하니 어떻게 이러니

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
이젠 그만해 넌 나를 알잖아
왜 원하지도 않는걸 강요해
[Chorus] (x2)

난 좋은데 난 행복한데
너만 있으면 돼 더 바랄게 없는데
누굴 만나서 행복하란 거야
난 널 떠나서 행복할 수 없어

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
말이 안 되는 말이란 걸 왜 몰라
니가 없이 어떻게 행복해

[Chorus] (x2)

I don't want nobody body body.
I don't want nobody body body
나는 정말 니가 아니면
니가 아니면 싫단 말야 아~

[Chorus] (x2)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
모든게 너무나 꿈만 같았던 그때로
돌아가고 싶은데
왜 자꾸 나를 밀어내려 해
why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you.

chords? play on piano nicer although i not yet try on guitar...LOL

Em Am7 D G C Am7 B7

LOL ownself pandai pandai go play la..XD

another nice korean song....LOL (wat's with me and korean songs?LOL)

축복의 통로 (시찬613)

당신은 하나님의
언약 안에 있는 축복의 통로
당신을 통하여서
열방 이 주께 돌아오게 되리.

TADAH....LOL though it's short...but...LOL

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU
NAN DAREUN SARAREUN SHIRO
NIGA ANIMYEON SHIRO
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY!!!!!!!!11

NAN SHI REUN DE NAL WAE I REO NE ...LOLOL

ADDICTED...LOL

The Power of The Holy Spirit

2009-11-29T10:47:00.000-08:00

Sarah, I can confirmed to you that this camp had just changed at least one person's life. For sure. =)

I always knew that the power of God is really really great but I did not experience it. But now, I just did as in really just did. Just now about 1:50am around that I was listening to songs and I keep on lifting up my arms and I thought: Hey, this isn't a gospel song and I'm not worshiping.. And every song I got the urge to lift up my hands so I said...Why not worship Him now instead? So around 2:15am I played Hosanna-Hillsongs and I started worshiping...Even the instrumental intro I can feel that the Lord is coming. And when the verse started, I started to cry. Non-stop. My tears just cannot stop. The power if the Holy Spirit is truly and amazingly great! Praise the Lord! As I sing(in heart)and crying, I know that the Lord is in my room right there. I was touched. So I played the second time. Tears got even more and I'm starting to get some messages from God. And I can't stop crying and started to pray in tongue starting at the middle of the song. I just cannot stop worshiping. The power of the Holy Spirit cannot be described by words. It is truly amazing and great and it is really really REAL. I am not lying. This really happened. So after the song ended I stopped the player. So I was praying and praying. Trying to figure out what was the messages about? The signs and clues and stuff. So I prayed even harder asking God what was the messages about. Slowly, slowly the answer started to come in and the signs for all this time started to make MORE sense. He wants me to do something more in the worship team. He wants me to lead. Yes, lead. I just got the answer and it is really great. And my room was quite dark I just on the study table lights only so it is not very bright. Those things who works on solar will not function.100%. So I was staring at the gift my aunt gave me. I walked to it. It was the flower thing that you can normally see in cars it moves with solar. So it was dark. So, I said:"Plastic plant, MOVE with the light of the Lord! MOVE!" And guess what? IT DID! I was so amazed and dazzled! It just happened in front of me! I didn't touch it and it moved by itself! Praise the Lord!

AND THAT IS A TRUE STORY THAT I EXPERIENCED MYSELF. GOD BLESS!! I better go to sleep now. PRAISE THE LORD! Amen!

Party!!!

2009-11-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

HII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhh...so long never update my blog...there's a thick layer of dust above it...lol haahh..... today's party was awesome!!! seeing everyone's reaction when they come into my room...LOL! Candace was right....Hwu Ning did take every angle of my room and Jess and Nina was like omgomgomgomg....LOL! and we crashed my room!! lol THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS THOUGH!! the funniest is... Hwu Ning brought two of her Wii guitar and she forgot to bring Guitar Hero the DVD.....LOL! good job Hwu Ning..good job....XDXDXD a lot of people's marshmallows are on fire!! LOL!no pictures la...go facebook la...BYE!!

2009-11-06T06:20:00.000-08:00

hahaha....dad got this some mini laptop for free...I think his bank offered him I think...haahhahahaha.....it is so minified LOL but it is nice...very cute...comel giler...HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHA but it is XP la not Vista or 7....hahaha...ummm....the coming Monday will be....better...I hope....ugh...the stupid competition....lifeless freaks.....i mean....lifeless jauh raja freaks....LOLOLOL got nothing to write about...so...let me stop beating around the bush...that teacher suck...and he is lifeless..............LOL

Life

2009-11-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

Life after exams are so so so so so so so much better and fun...not sitting in front of the book and cramp every single word you can find in the book into your brain... Ahhhh..... so much better to sit in front of the com or tv rather than studying...oh ya..talking bout studfying....huh...text was returned on the first day after exam...so we are not studying and just 38-ing in school which is so much more awesome...LOL I wonder why that teacher(clue:teaches English) says that those who blogs have advantages wor.. tat teacher said when you blog then you will use your grammar...look at my post....LOLOLOL you call this grammar..fine it is grammar...LOL haih................................... nothing to do so...haih..............LOL

PARTAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

2 BAYAN AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE(dont worry I'll invite you)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just asked my dad whether can have my birthday party or not and he said CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I start inviting you all by tomorrow!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2009-10-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!! EXAMS ARE OFFCIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and this blog is official public again!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! swt.....it is just too quiet...LOL and I am gonna drown myself in computer games and Wii Fit and Wii Sport!! wanna gam fei...LOL XDXDXD

2009-10-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

YAY! Exams are gone!! kinda...though tomorrow still have civics and PJK...but who cares bout it right???????? LOL XDXDXD so long never update my blog...it feels so refreshing...so nostalgic...all the colours and words and the picture of my bear..a cool breeze blowing my hair and my hair went into my mouth and my nose and poked my eyes actually it is... THE BROOM...*den den den den..*LOL ok enough crap..this is what happens when you finish your finals...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! maybe I should make my blog public again..it's so....quiet....LOL but seriously...LOL seriously!! ok I can prove to you that exams make ppl go crazy like me..XD let me see...what should I do after exams leh?? Go syok sendiri and go simply kacau people all in a sudden...LOL

2009-10-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

faster over exam laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-10-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

what's with drama queens with their problems?!those drama queens got nothing else better to do and go find problems instead of avoiding them and then they keep on complaining why is this happening to me shit...And they'll start crying here and there...plz...we are already 14...or at least...13...can't you drama queens grow up? and then they start to be depress and act "emo" plz...wth is wrong with these people?! can't you see that it is obvious enough??? crying and complaining won't help?! fine..you might feel this...or they say this.." Cry...after you cry you would feel better.." FEEL BETTER...but would it make the situation better? in my angle..I see that it makes it worse...just that some people somehow managed to manipulated their minds...seriously WTF...

WARNING

2009-10-09T09:57:00.000-07:00

WARNING..spoilers ahead...Do not read this if you want to watch Where Got Ghost...

One word...SUCKS..yes it sucked...not as nice as I thought it would be...nahh...the effects ar...my God...can vomit blood..XD so do not see it..tata...XD

2009-10-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

well...Facebook has nothing left to play...so boring....so boring and there is nothing to do....so...now I shall go to Wii!!! So you might not see me online so often in the afternoon cuz I'll be doing Wii Fit! XD as in seriously...XD

Miss

2009-10-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

I'm missing it. I'm missing that feeling. I miss the laughter. The laughter that made me laugh till like mad and suffocates me. That is what I missed. I'm trying hard to get that feeling again. =( I want it back.

A Gift For Mei Er

2009-09-25T00:48:00.001-07:00

This is a poem that I wrote, again, but this is specially dedicated to my sister, Mei Er, who is currently studying in UK. Today is her birthday, 25th September 1988.

Thank God that I have such a great sister,
Together we have no more disaster,
Because we are filled with laughter,
And that is what brought us together.
You are a great sister, Mei Er.

So long, farewell, goodbye,
It's so sad to see Mei Earn cry.
Her sobs and tears had affected me,
I teared when I wrote this indeed.

I know you're enjoying yourself in UK,
God bless and take care, I know it'll be okay.
When you come back, wait for a surprise,
A surprise that has no price.

Mei Earn's song and my poem are for you,
You never know how much we love you.
We love you so please come back,
Patience is the thing I lacked.

My tears had made my paper wet,
And smeared the words that I have read.
We love you always, don't forget.
Please don't forget and this I beg.
You're a great sister, my dear Mei Er.

Oh No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-23T07:09:00.001-07:00

ARRHHH!!!! Shit. I'm dying....As in seriously dying!!! I got bitten by a snake in Phuket and it is taking its effect now!!! It's kinda weird coz its effect is so late!! OMG!!I'm facing death!! The doctor said I can live till this week!!!This is the last week of my life!!!NOOOO!!!!!

Look...I hate you snake!!I got bitten and the picture was taken and I didn't even go to the doctor!!!SHIT!!!This is the picture...So this is how it happens....

During my trip in Phuket, I was going around happily.So as usual, my family would go to the local's favorite spot. To the famous places and stuff like that. So when I was walking around in a souvenir shop, suddenly a huge fierce orange snake came and tackled me and it bit my head! I was screaming in pain!

So this is how it happened...This is the picture of me bitten by the snake..

there!!eh? effects leh?

nahhh

so this is how it happens...I'm dead!! AHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHA

2009-09-19T11:50:00.000-07:00

ermmm...I think I made my decision...I think I'll stick with the orchestra and library la...To get wat shit points la...HAHHAHA...since the orchestra can bring me some fun and library can bring me some too....(all librarians will know what will we do when the teacher's not there...) WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A new poem I just wrote

2009-09-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

This world is so cold
But it taught me to be bold
Don't forget, my friend
This is not the end

The wars, the peace
Why can't we be in a piece
Their precious the victims lost
Lugubrious is what they got

The world's beloved children
Suffering from extreme starvation
We can make a change
Instead of all this craze

Why do poeple craves the cash
Which can be gone within a lash
When time comes, it'll all be gone
And it will leave you all alone

This world is changing though
What it'll change we'll never know
People cutting down the trees
They are harming themselves indeed

We need to learn to love our life
If not it'll just pass you by
If there's a chance go grab the lunch
If not you will just be crunched

Meaning of poem:
First stanza:
The world will never care about you but this had taught me to be brave. Do not ever forget that this is just the beginning of this unending bloody war.

Second Stanza:
People want wars instead of peace...When there is war means we are not united. When we are in a piece, means we are all united into one. When a war is on, the victims loved one is lost. So they will feel very lugubrious.

Third Stanza:
In this world there are many innocent children dying every minute from starvation. We can make a change if there are no craze about money and made people so selfish.

Fourth Stanza:
Why people wants all the money? Which can be lost in a single second? What's the money for? When the time comes, the money will just vanish and you can never take it with you. And many people wants cash till they forget their God which is actually helping them. and they will regret because they are never been grateful on earth until they lost everything.

Fifth stanza:
This world is changing! Of course it is changing! But what it will change into we will never know. People cutting down the trees, polluting all the things that is under God's miraculous creation and all the crimes.. We are actually hurting ourselves bit by bit. So plant at least five plants in your house.

Sixth Stanza:
We must know how to love our life. If not it will just pass you by. It says everything. When there is an opportunity.. Go grab it if it is a good one... If not you will be living in the same old boring you. Make a change and make your life great! Treasure your life and do not ever waste a single second...

So how do you think about my poem?

2009-09-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel more comfortable when I'm alone...I don't know why...Yes I know that I posted that wat bla bla bla...But when people approach me...I just don't know what to say....I got nothing to say at all! It's just so weird...And when I got nothing to say...I'l start talking boring crap and shit or just giving a small little bit of expression cuz I don't know what to say and I am not ignoring you people and I am not thinking that you are very annoying or wat...NO! It's just that...arhh...It's so weird... When I'm alone all the things that I want to talk and crap with just came out all of a sudden...And when there's people..or the person that I want to talk to is here...I got nothing to talk about...It happens so often that I got irritated and wondering what the heck is my mind playing with me?! Gahh..I wonder do that happen to you guys too? It's so so so darn annoying that I just wanna bang my head at the wall... Seriously... All those crazy ideas I got just vanished...Wat the...ARHH!!

2009-09-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

*post censored....=P*

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hey!!Kawan-kawanku yang kat luar tu yang sedang baca blog saya ni skrang tu...ahhh... Kamulah! Penat tak berpuasa? Pastilah...Tunggu dua hari lagi k? XD Dua hari saje...Tak kan mati orang tu...Sebulan puasa tak kanlah dua hari mati...XD Jadi, lepas puasa Hari Rayalah..Balik kampung...Jom! saye pun ikut...XDXDXD saye ni nak duit rayelah... Cepat! Bagi saye! Saye nak ni! XD oklah oklah...Selamat Hari Raya dan Salam Aidilfitri!!

2009-09-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

hey, this is an awesome video from nigahiga. This is about Why Chris Brown Beat Rihanna. okay...blogger cant upload so just go youtube and find for "Why Chris Brown Beat Rihanna" This is seriously hilarious!!AHAHAHA

see you next year in London

2009-09-10T22:48:00.000-07:00

see you next year in London...I hope that everything is okay and I know that everything WILL be okay....God bless and Emmanuel....

2009-09-09T07:17:00.001-07:00

I made myself a wish...more like a target actually. I want and I will go overseas and study because this is a big step in life and I want to achieve it and experience it. I made myself to do it. I must go. No matter what.

worse

2009-09-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

This is getting worse now. I'm having SSS every single day. FYI, SSS is Super Sien Syndrome....It is a very very dangerous disease that will cause death if it reach the worst stage and I am currently in the worst stage. That's bad news. Someone or something please appear in my life! Please! Anyone or anything! I'm just too bored/lonely! XDXD(fake smile) Just anyone or anything! Seriously bored!! Haiz...Can something just show up and make my life different?! So bored...Blahh....Whatever...I'm dying for companion...I'll go die at my bed now....

Sawadeeka!!

2009-09-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

Sawadeeka!!Welcome to Phuket!! Phuket is fun! Well, the first day was actually quite boring but not until the night. The night was fun because of the show. Fantasea. It was great! It is about dances and it is interesting! The props and decorations and back drops are great...The building is supercalifragilisticespialadotious...the next day, we went round Phuket. Went massage too but not me...=( that night we went Simon Cabaret! XDXDXD You know....the Aqua show...It was hilarious...Su-Lise....it is not live porn!!!It's not even related to porn!!! Get me right! XD it is just aqua show...ok...sounds wrong though...XDXDXD Aiya...lazy to write la...but Phuket is one word...FUN!

Tagged by Hwu Ning...

2009-08-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

1 . What have you been doing recently?
Erm...Internet...

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
I dun even have a phone lar...

3 . What happened at 10am today?
I just woke up

4 . When did you last cry?
errr....

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Depends

6 . What do you want in life now?
Sugar-free life...Ehh? I mean money-free life...Can just take anything without paying..XD

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Umbrella...

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
Sleep...

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Orange shorts...I know the colour is hideous...

10 . What are the nicest thing in your inbox?
Dunno..

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
as simple as possible la....(ASAP) XDXD

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Nahh...I dun lend other peoples clothes...

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
UP...it was good....

14 . What are you proud of ?
My talents in music, and my talent in Cooking Mama..XDXD

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it fr0m?
Already said i dunno...

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
Innocence- Avril Lavigne

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
Bryan,Bra-yan, Brandy(Cantonese) and B(Ask my tuition friends la...)XD

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
NO HP LAAAAA

ATTENTION! No. 19's missing!!! Yay!! Short of a question!

20 . Are you currently happy?
Ummm..ok ok la...just that I'm mad at my sickness!!ARH!!

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
I don't ask for advice...

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope...Whipped cream on Starbucks..Yumm...

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
No one...

24. Is something bugging you right now?
My head ache...

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
My sisters...

26.Do you like yourself?
errm...in certain situation la...XD

27.You want $5 or $10?
I have my dignity...XDXDXD

Sweet! 28's missing too! Yay!

29.Who is your best best best friend?
I'm not that social-able la...

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
I'm not gay...

31.Who are your favourite stars?
Umm...currently The Ting Tings, Lady Gaga, Pink, Alex Parks and Avril Lavigne.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
Sometimes but not always...And I'll put back the pieces...

33.Do you had even stead before?
Stead...apa tu?

34.What type of boy do you like?
I'M NOT GAY.

35.Now are you single/attached?
Single and planned to stay single till I graduate from school...

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1. Jess!
2.Wai Sheng!
3. Stanley!
4. Mei Earn
5. Kershing
6. Brandon
7. Su-Lise~
8. Candace
9. Shiu dione
10. May Ling

1. Would you date number 5?
she's my cousin....

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash.how will you react.
Congrats...XDXDXD

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Wahh....Shiu Dione is a lesbian??XDXDXD

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Wahh...I'll mess her room back...XDXD

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Always and forever

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
SURE!!!GO GO GO GO GO GO GO!!!XDXD

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
Sure...

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
What??

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Aww....

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Candace?! What have you done?! XDXDXD

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
Wanna eat what? XD

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
FOR??

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
I don't know that Brandon have insomnia...XD

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground.
Ehh? I'll tackle him back...XDXDXD

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Wahh...

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on fire.
Ohohoho...Burn!!!Burn!!Burn!! XDXDXD

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Woo....Come back Australia also wanna steal a koala ar??

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
AWE-SOME-MEH!!!

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
Still small meh...

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
Ahh?

21. Number 7 looks lonely!
Su-Lise is lonely...Is that possible? XD

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
Aiya...how dare you!! XDXDXD

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party.T
They dont know each other la...

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black.
Harh?! Not black enough ar?

25. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
Uwah...

26. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
She cry?? She can cry?? XDXDXD

27. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
Whadda...XDXD

2009-08-24T02:30:00.000-07:00

so..if you guys wanna come my house ar...someone la...someone who has Wii...bring two remotes and some of the 4 players games la...then we can syok sendiri again..ahahahhaha

2009-08-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

come on 2 Bayan... lets make our own private english orchestra only for 2B '09... we will sure rock thousands of times than the chinese orchestra... 2 Bayaners '09 are always welcomed to my house and syok sendiri and have a jamming session!!! i have a piano, drum set and guitar! we can form a band! ahahaha!! altho newbies... we will still be much more better than the disgraceful c.o. ! and after we jam.. we can play Wii !!! jess... I WILL WIN YOU IN COOKING MAMA!!! muahahaha!!! and play residen evil..keke

2009-08-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

tell me.. should i quit the chinese orchestra? it really suck... to all the orchestra members.. shut up while you read this post!!! so, should i? im considering this... and next year i would like to quit library... ;P i can use PMR as an excuse tho... or i juz tell it her herself IN HER FACE!!! since im not gonna be a librarian anymore.. so... should i quit the orchestra and library???

Lalalalala...

2009-08-05T07:25:00.001-07:00

Exmas is just not as bad as the previous one. Thank God but this is just the friggin' MONTHLY TEST! Whatever... Now I'm addicted to Harry Potter Goblet of Fire PSP!!! Lalala~~~ herbivicuz! You're dead...SWT! XD Orbis! Avifor! Wingardium Leviosa! Carpe Retractum! Inflatus! Ebublio! Aqua Erupto! Herbivicuz! Melofor! Pullus! Oh shit....seriously ADDICTED!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! But very fun la the game...WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAYHA!!!!!

X Journal

2009-08-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

Ok, now I don't want to take journal. Ummm... What makes me think about that? wanna know? Duhh...if not why you wanna come to my blog? Answer is RISKY! For me... I think it is risky because sometimes journalists have to go to the war there or somewhere something happening to report...Oh wait! Is that reporter? Whatever. And, sometimes journalist don't make money. I want a job with loads of CASH!!! CASH! CASH! MONEY! MONEY! $$$$!!!! (Money freak here XD) I mean (HARDCORE money freak here XDXDXD) Simple but high pay and NO business! No business, no journal, no engineering, no architecture, no agriculture (WTH?!), no medicine, no teaching. What to do?! Oh ya! No law. Then only left is pilot, something related to science and what?! Lap sap low(rubbish collector) AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Ok, if there's any recommendation... plz kindly tell me for you are always drunk...nonono...welcomed..AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! DRUNK....HAHAHAAHHAHA... Drunk as in my soul not me. XDXDXD See....blaming my own soul! Psychotic..XDXDXD ARHHHH!!!! Don't know la...Aiya...mafia la...XDXDXDXD AHAHAHAHAHA

Oh crap!

2009-08-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

Shit. Something is seriously wrong in me! Wanna know what? Ehehehehe.... I don't know why, I'm a little bit *clears throat* A LITTLE BIT interested in sports.... OH NO!! This is something wrong!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE(x100000000) ok, lame. But still.... You know me that I keep on saying that I hate sports and I keep on saying that but I don't know why I'm all in a sudden been interested in sports A LITTLE BIT. Damn... Don't say that I'm whining BECAUSE I AM!! XDXDXD

OMG

2009-08-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

OMG! x10000000 + 10000!!!! I'm acutally out of ideas to write!! OMG! *widen eyes* Shitx100000 How?! Damn... with so many uses of 'OMG'...I sound so gay....Ewww...XDXDXD kakakakakkakakakx

Maybe, just maybe

2009-08-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

I might want to take journalism in the future. It sounds fun and not doing paper work. I heard one of my sister's freind said was quite true. You can travel round the world. You don't need to do much paper work, don't need to sit in an office. It's just like holiday slash working. If you can get what I mean. XD So you can hardly stress out being a journalist.

2009-07-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

I've changed to a better person. I'm not that same old Bryan that will sulk over things when people scold me. I'll just continue to smile and forget about everything. I'll just keep myself happy. It's not worth it for you to be sad or depressed over things that is the past. The one who is frustrated is the person who scolded you. they are the one who is dying faster. Like I care about them. So no point wasting your time over bad things. think happy, be happy.

The Book Of Revelation

2009-07-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

wow...long time never update...nvm...now I'm gonna talk about The Book Of Revelation...It is a must-read! This book from the bible means...

I don't understand why there is always so much confusion about the meaning of the Book Of Revelation. The "Apocalypse" IS a modern third world war involving weapons of mass destruction, plain and simple.

From Revelation, Chapter 8:

QUOTE
When the Lamb opened the seventh seal, (1) there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. Then I saw the seven angels who stand before God, and seven trumpets were given to them. And another angel came and stood at the alter with a golden censer; and he was given much incense to mingle with the prayers of all the saints upon the golden altar before the throne; and the smoke of the incense rose with the prayers of the saints from the hand of the angel before God. Then the angel took the censer and filled it with fire from the altar and threw it on the earth; and (2) there were peals of thunder, loud noises, flashes of lightening, and an earthquake.
Now the seven angels who had the seven trumpets made ready to blow them.

The first angel blew his trumpet, and (3) there followed hail and fire, mixed with blood, which fell on the earth; and a third of the earth was burnt up, and a third of the trees were burnt up, and all green grass was burnt up.

The second angel blew his trumpet, and (4) something like a great mountain, burning with fire, was thrown into the sea; and a third of the sea became blood, a third of the living creatures in the sea died, and a third of the ships destroyed.

The third angel blew his trumpet, and (5) a great star fell from heaven, blazing like a torch, and it fell on a third of the rivers and on the fountains of water. The name of the star is Wormwood. A third of the waters became wormwood, and many men died of the water, because it was made bitter.

The fourth angel blew his trumpet, and (6) a third of the sun was struck, and a third of the moon, and a third of the stars, so that a third of their light was darkened; a third of the day was kept from shining, and likewise a third of the night. Then I looked, and I heard an eagle crying with a loud voice, as it flew in midheaven, "Woe, woe, woe to those who dwell on the earth, at the blasts of the other trumpets which the three angels are about to blow!"

I have long believed that this prophecy is a depiction of a future nuclear war. Even though it was written some 2000 years ago, it accurately describes each major phase of a global nuclear holocaust:

1. The half hour of "silence in heaven" during which ICBM's would traverse their orbits before striking targets after being launched.

2. The thunderous reports, bright flashes, and earthquake associated with nuclear detonations.

3. The nuclear blasts of "hail and fire, mixed with blood" followed by raging fires that would consume much of the earth.

4. The nuclear explosions, "like a great mountain, burning with fire", all over the world's seas as ports, ships, and submarines are attacked.

5. The lethal contamination of water supplies by radioactive fallout ("Wormwood") for weeks after a nuclear war.

6. The blanketing of the sky by vast dust clouds after a nuclear war such that sunlight, moonlight, and starlight is obscured thereby causing a "nuclear winter".

Over the years my conviction has grown that this prophecy predicts a future nuclear war. First off, the 1986 Chernobyl disaster in the Ukraine helped reveal the truth behind the prophecy. This is because, as I later found out, the Ukrainian word for the bitter herb "wormwood", which poisons water in the seventh seal prophecy, is "Chernobyl" (easily referenced- see, for instance: 'Chernobyl' (1987), by Andrey Illesh).

See - http://www.spiritoftruth.org/chernobyl.htm

If this were not enough, in February of 1991, in the middle of the Gulf War, a couple of friends and I had some rather remarkable experiences that I believe confirmed the meaning of the prophecy as well as indicated its imminent fulfillment. First off, on February 6th, I saw a special report of a chemical SCUD attack on Haifa Israel that did not exist (believe me, I checked it out fully; the report was never aired). Then, about a week later, I was with a friend of mine who had just become interested in Nostradamus and prophecies that might be connected with the Gulf War. After showing him some books I had on Nostradamus, I began reading him the seventh seal prophecy above. Just as I began reading it, we heard an air- raid siren followed by the bellowed percussion of a nuclear explosion. The authenticity of the experience led me to rush with my friend to a deep basement in a nearby building. From there I contacted the local fire department to see if any sirens had been sounded; however, none had. After returning to our original location, my friend and I began checking with others to see if anyone else had heard anything. No one else had. However, another friend of mine, who is very trustworthy, said that he had heard no air-raid siren that evening- he had heard one that afternoon. When I asked him whether or not it could have been a fire alarm, he responded: "No, it was distinctly an air-raid siren off in the distance".

(The excerpt above is from - http://www.spiritoftruth.org/truth.htm)

Regarding Armageddon:

QUOTE
The sixth angel poured out his bowl on the
great river Euphrates (modern Iraq),
and its water was dried up
to prepare the way for the kings of the East
(open the way for the totalitarian powers of
the East to unleash an all-out war against the West).
Then I saw three evil spirits that looked like frogs;
they came out of the mouth of the dragon,
out of the mouth of the beast and out of the mouth
of the false prophet (false Mohammed = bin Laden?).
They are spirits of demons
performing miraculous signs, and they go out to
the kings of the whole world, to gather them for
battle on the great day of God Almighty.

"Behold, I come like a thief! (surprise attack)
Blessed is he who stays awake and
keeps his clothes with him, so that
he may not go naked and be shamefully exposed."

Then they gathered the kings together
to the place that in Hebrew
is called Armageddon.
(An attack against Israel - Armageddon is
Har Megiddo, Hebrew for Mount Megiddo
in northern Israel overseeing a strategic
corridor that Arab forces must never penetrate
if Haifa and Tel Aviv are to avoid being overrun.)

16 Revelation 12-16

As for the "Sons of Light" highlighted in the program....this is who I believe we are!

Here's my attempt at putting this into song:

http://www.acidplanet.com/artist.asp?PID=405964&t=7714

THE SONS OF LIGHT
Music and lyrics by J. Adams (2004)

The Sons of Light.
Our time is come.
Can you comprehend my meaning?

The time to fight.
For the One.
A war to end all the deceiving.

The sons of light.
Everything you feel is right.
Hold on tight.
And don't let go. Don't let go.

Stand upright.
The time has come to end the plight.
Find your might.
To make love grow. Make love grow.

The Sons of Light.
I know you know.
The world's in desparate need of healing.

The time is right.
To make it known.
The Lord has come for His redeeming.

The Sons of Light.
Everything you'll do is right.
Don't withhold.
What our God knows. Our God knows.

It's time to fight.
For the world to see our light.
Let's behold.
What God bestowed. God bestowed.

It is possible that the first four trumpets describe a nuclear war. There were many who believed that when nuclear weapons first made their appearance in the mid twentieth century. I've been reading and rereading Revelation (and all the OT prophets) for years now, asking our Lord for wisdom and revelation. I'll share how I understand Revelation knowing full well that good Christian people disagree about the important prophecies of the endtimes.

I think there is another way to view the 7 trumpets. If you notice the sixth trumpet you will notice that it describes the war you speak about. This war kills a third of the world's population. So I see the nuclear war in the six trumpet, not the first four. But first I would like to back up and provide a general overview.

Revelation 1-3 Jesus' Messages to His Church
John writes that he was on the Isle of Patmos for his faith (1:8) which places the Revelation at the end of the first century. He wrote, "Blessed is he that reads and hears the words of this prophecy, and heed the things written in it..." (1:3) That tells us that a blessing awaits those who read and heed.

Now John makes an important statement in 1:9. He writes that he was in the Spirit on the Lord's day. Some take that to mean Sunday and Sabbathkeepers counter with Saturday. But I believe John was referring to "The Day", "The Day of the Lord", the Day of His judgment and return. There are many Scriptures that speak of the Day of the Lord in both the OT and NT. I believe the phrase "Lord's day" refers to the Day of the Lord's judgment and wrath as well as salvation. This DAY is not a 24 hour period, but refers rather to a "time" when God will begin to pour out His judgements and wrath ending with the return of Jesus to set up His kingdom.

I make this point because the whole book is about this Day of the Lord at the end of history. This statement by John in 1:9 sets the framework in order to understand Revelation. THE REVELATION to John is about the Day of the Lord!

It opens with a vision of the risen Jesus with His messengers (stars) in His hand. He sends out messages to His beloved church(es) through His anointed messengers. His message is plain and simple. Turn from loss of love, dead works, compromise and half-hearted self-sufficiency, listen to the Spirit and open the door of your life to Him so there is union and communion with Him. If not, He will take away the candlestick which means, the privilege of being His witnesses. These 7 messages are among the most important words of Christ in the Bible, especially for the church living in the days immediately preceding the Day of the Lord.

Revelation 4&5 The Vision of the Throne of God
Then there is a vision of the Father and the Son in Revelation 4 and 5 which is extremely important. This revelation is given to instill increased faith, hope and love and even JOY in the persecuted and martyred church. Chaper 4 tells us that He is in firm control of events on Earth. He made all things and controls all things. "By His will they were created and they exist for His pleasure." There is continual joy and and loving worship in Heaven. We are encouraged with this vision to lift up our eyes of faith and in the midst of the darkness of this world, rejoice and see Him who is worthy of our faith and death if necessary.

In Chapter 5 we see the Lamb, who alone is worthy to take the scroll out of the Father's hand to bring about the end of evil and establish a new Earth. There is no one else decreed to be the Savior of Earth. Not Buddha, Mohammed, Ka-lee, Confucious, Marx or Darwin come forward to take the scroll. Only The Lamb slain is worthy, who on the Day of the Lord will come as a Lion. True Christians will not bend to the pressure to allow other ways of salvation. God has chosen to honor His Son and His sacrifice ONLY!. He said, "I AM the Way, the Truth and the Life, No one can come to the Father, but by Me." John 14:6

We learn from Revelation 5 that Jesus alone unseals the scroll. He is the Lord of history. He defeated Satan and He will determine the course of history, and when, and how it will end. This revelation brings great peace to a leaderless world falling apart at the seams. When "everything that can be shaken will be shaken", there is great peace in knowing that the 'skaking' of heaven and earth is started by Jesus. (See Hebrews 12:22-24 and associated texts).

Next we come to the 7 seals on the scroll. Jesus is seen by John to take them off one at a time, but the Day of the Lord is not yet. The Day of the Lord will only begin when the seventh seal is removed! Only then is the scroll able to be opened.

Revelation 6 The First Five Seals
The first six seals are clearly related to what Jesus said in Matthew 24, Mark 13 and Luke 21. This discourse found in three different places is called 'the little apocalypse'. When Jesus' disciples asked Him what would be the sign of the end and of His coming Jesus clearly told them. I'll use Matthew's rendition of 'the little apocalypse':

3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. "Tell us," they said, "when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?"

4Jesus answered: "Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,' and will deceive many. 6You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. 7Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. 8All these are the beginning of birth pains.

9"Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me. 10At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, 11and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. 12Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, 13but he who stands firm to the end will be saved. 14And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come."
Matthew 24

Notice that He tells us that BEFORE the Day of the Lord comes, there will be false Messiahs, wars, earthqukes, pestilence resulting in death and persecution. Now look at the first five seals. There we see the same thing:

1st seal- False Messiahs, Antichrists, False Teachers who will mislead the people.

2nd seal- Wars

3rd seal- Famine and economic want

4th seal- Premature Death as a result of murder, disease, famine and wild animals.

5th seal- Persecution and Martyrdom of God's people.

(Please go through Mt. 24, Mk. 13 and Lk. 21 and you will see that all of these things are listed in the same order! Since these things in this discourse happen before the Day of the Lord, so the seals reveal things that happen BEFORE the Day of the Lord.)

Notice that only one fourth of the world experiences these calamities as opposed to something the whole world experiences. The use of "one fourth" means that these things happen to the whole world but only partially and periodically. In other words only one fourth is affected by one or the other at any one time. Isn't that what has indeed been going on for the last 2000 years?

You can read in many commentaries that the seals describe in a symbolic and apocalyptic way what Jesus taught in plain language in 'the little apocalypse'. Indeed, the whole book of Revelation is only the expansion of Jesus discourse on 'endtimes' found in the 'little apocalypse' discourse!

The Sixth Seal
The sixth seal brings us close to the unsealing of the scroll. It mentions physical events on the earth and in the sky as signs that the seventh seal is about to be removed and the Day of the Lord has arrived. It begins with a great earthquake that darkens the sky and awakens fear in men. The Communist Kings and Money Kings will quiver and shake and realize their dreams of world domination was nothing but a false hope. At the end of the sixth seal we read:

"15Then the kings of the earth, the princes, the generals, the rich, the mighty, and every slave and every free man hid in caves and among the rocks of the mountains. 16They called to the mountains and the rocks, "Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! 17For the great day of their wrath has come, and who can stand?" (See also Isaiah 2, 33:17 and also Psalm 2)

Notice that at the end of the sixth seal we are introduced to "the wrath of the Lamb". "For the great DAY of Their wrath has come..." That is what happens when the seventh seal comes off the scroll and fills the rest of the Book of Revelation.

Going back to 'the little apocalypse' we see Jesus telling us in Luke's version that: 25"There will be signs in the sun, moon and stars. On the earth, nations will be in anguish and perplexity at the roaring and tossing of the sea. 26Men will faint from terror, apprehensive of what is coming on the world, for the heavenly bodies will be shaken. 27At that time they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near."

Notice that Jesus in His endtime discourse (Mt. 24, Mk. 13, Lk. 21) tells us the same thing that the sixth seal tells us. There will be 'earth changes' alright... but they won't be coming from any planet x, Nibiru or pole shift of a natural kind. This shaking of the earth and sky will be sent from Heaven.... Why? It's a kind and gracious God giving one last great wake up call. It will be everyone's last chance to accept the Lamb's sacrifice and put the blood on the doorposts of their lives before the destroying angels passover. Unfortunately, like Pharoah, the great calamities mentioned in the sixth seal will cause most unconverted people to harden their hearts to the gospel as we are told in Revelation 9 and 11.

Revelation 7 An Interlude
It would have been easier if John had just gone to the removal of the seventh seal found in Revelation 8, but we find an interlude in Revelation 7. It's like God is revealing to John and God's people what will be going on with God's people during the birth pains found in the first 6 seals.

He tells us that four angels are told to hold back the destructive winds UNTIL everyone that is to be saved is sealed.

(Some commentators see the saved as taken to heaven before the seventh seal is removed. Others see the saved as taken to heaven after the six trumpets are released and before the seven last plagues are poured out (see Revelation 11:11,12 and 14:1-21) Others see the saved taken to Heaven after the seven last plagues are poured out. All I know is that the saved will be sealed and end up in Heaven. I tend to lean to the position that the saved will be taken up after the trumpet judgments and before the seven vials are poured out full of the wrath of God.)

Revelation 8 The Seventh Seal
Now we come to the seventh seal being removed in Revelation 8. There is so much I want to say about this, but suffice it to say that it is the prayers of God's people that bring about these 7 judgments of God upon the Earth. Just as Elijah brought famine upon an unrepentant land for 3 and a half years and Moses brought 10 plagues upon unrepentant Egypt, so the prayers and intercessions of God's people bring a response from Heaven on those persecuting and killing His people. (We see these intercessions summed up in the prayer of the saints under the altar who say to God, "How long, O Lord, will you refrain from judging and avenging our blood on those who dwell on the earth?" (6:10)

Believe me, people are going to really be offended when we tell them that the great earthquake marks the beginning of the end and was sent from God in answer to prayer. Their hatred against God and His people will explode.

The removal of the seventh seal from the unopened scroll reveals seven angels with seven trumpets. The book is now opened. A half hour of silence is mentioned. I see that meaning that all of Heaven will cease their praise and getting quiet as the Day of the Lord has finally arrived. God puts on His warrior garments and there is a hush in Heaven.

Revelation 8 The First Four Trumpets
Remember that the four angels in Revelation 7 are told to hold back the winds and not to "harm the earth, sea or the trees" until everyone is sealed. After everyone is sealed the winds begin to blow and one third of the earth, sea and trees are indeed harmed.

1st trumpet- A third of the earth, trees and all green grass are burnt by fire by hail.

2nd trumpet- A third of all life in the sea and ships are destroyed by something that looked like a burning mountain.

3rd trumpet- A third of all fresh water is poisoned by a great star falling from Heaven.

4th trumpet- The atmosphere is darkened by one third. (By the great earthquake causing volcanos and the fire burning on a third of the earth)

Notice that God is still merciful on the Day of the Lord. Only one third or portion is affected. That leaves two thirds. It reminds of me of Habukkuk's prayer in 3:2 where he asked God "In wrath remember mercy."

I can see how someone could interpret these four trumpets as a symbolic way of describing a nuclear war. Certainly a world wide nuclear war could accomplish such destruction. I'm open to this interpretation but I lean in a different direction. I believe the hail is a symbol of a huge meteorite storm that ignites fires and burns up a large one third portion of the Earth. This is immediately followed by a large meteorite (small asteroid) hitting one of our oceans, and one also hitting on land destroying nuclear plants which is what poisons the fresh water of that continent. These incoming bolides will also ignite, I believe, the volcanos and trigger earthquakes that will darken the atmosphere, not completely, but noticeably. The fire that is burning up a third of the earth will also darken the sky. These four trumpet judgments will happen one right after the other.

The unsaved will say this is a natural event, the wrath of mother nature, while the saved will say these things are from God in answer to their prayers!

The Scripture is full of God using nature as His weapons of choice. He used water in Noah's day. He used large stones in Joshua's day (10:11). He used fire on Sodom. He used earthquakes to swallow up Korah and his family and friends. See a full list here: http://www.dianedew.com/weather.htm

While nuclear weapons can have similar affects, I believe God wants everyone to know who contols nature and Who supplies our natural resources. The Creator has given to humans, the earth, grass and trees, the sea and fresh water. He gave us a wonderful atmosphere to live in as this world whirls through space, but few praise Him for it or thank Him. The wicked rulers of the earth take the natural resources for granted, but how can they rule the earth if God takes them away? God will not allow wicked men full of the devil to rule the earth because He has decreed that His Son shall rule the Earth. He tells them in Psalm 2 (a really great overview of prophecy and the plan of God. Refered to several times in Revelation btw.)

Psalm 2
1 Why do the nations conspire
and the peoples plot in vain?

2 The kings of the earth take their stand
and the rulers gather together
against the LORD
and against his Anointed One. (communist and antichristian rulers)

3 "Let us break their chains," they say,
"and throw off their fetters."

4 The One enthroned in heaven laughs;
the Lord scoffs at them.

5 Then he rebukes them in his anger
and terrifies them in his wrath, saying,

6 "I have installed my King
on Zion, my holy hill."

7 I will proclaim the decree of the LORD :
He said to me, "You are my Son;
today I have become your Father.

8 Ask of me,
and I will make the nations your inheritance,
the ends of the earth your possession.

9 You will rule them with an iron scepter;
you will dash them to pieces like pottery."

10 Therefore, you kings, be wise;
be warned, you rulers of the earth.

11 Serve the LORD with fear
and rejoice with trembling.

12 Kiss the Son, lest he be angry
and you be destroyed in your way,
for his wrath can flare up in a moment.
Blessed are all who take refuge in him.

Revelation 8&9 The Fifth and Sixth Trumpets
Another reason I lean in the direction of the first four trumpets describing "incoming" rocks from space is that I see the nuclear war in the sixth trumpet!

First the fifth trumpet. This judgment is God removing His restraint from demons, fallen angels and evil spirits. It doesn't mention one third here, because they torture ALL who do not have the seal of God. (also why I believe the sealed saved ones will still be here) See this commentary on the fifth trumpet for an excellent summation: http://spindleworks.com/library/hoeksma/behold21.htm

Then the sixth trumpet. Rather than explain it here I'll encourage you to go to the link for the best comments I have found anywhere on what the sixth trumpet means: http://spindleworks.com/library/hoeksma/behold22.htm

I will say this about the sixth trumpet. We are told that the Kings from the East with a 200 million 'man' army will begin the war. We are told that one third of the inhabitants will be killed by this war. The kings of the east refer to nations east of the Euphrates River like China, Russia, Korea, Islamic nations and their allies in Africa, SA, CA etc. The Kings of the East are a reference to gog and magog.

According to my understanding of the trumpet judgments, it will be the shaking of the heavens and earth in the first four trumpets that will bring the release of the demonic powers in the fifth trumpet followed by the nuclear war in the sixth trumpet which will be followed by the seventh trumpet which contains the seven last plagues that completes the judgments and wrath of God on evil. Notice how John is told that the last 3 trumpets are three "woes".

There is a lot written by John after the sixth trumpet before he gets to the seventh trumpet. We don't get to the seventh trumpet until Chapter 16! To get into the interpretation of Chapers 10-15 is more than I want to get into at this time. I just wanted to set the context for the 7 trumpet judgments of God as I understand them and where I see a great nuclear war.

Conclusion
Many wonder about the communist plan to destroy America so they can rule the world. I think that America will fall but first it will be economic and of such major proportions that the US will have to focus totally on her own survival.

This global economic collapse will be so bad that the whole world will be forced to enter into an alliance with 'antichrist' just to survive. I believe that an economic collapse (a time when no one can buy or sell except those with the mark of the beast) will spare the world a nuclear holocaust for a little while....... until God begins to shake the heavens and earth.

God's jugments on Earth's natural resources will bring down the 'antichrist' resulting in a nuclear holocaust that will kill over 2 billion people (one third of the population)!

Immediately following that war will be the seventh trumpet which will punish 'antichrist' and all who worshipped him and then their deaths.

Then Revelation 21-22, the new heavens and new earth forever and ever in gladness, joy, love and peace with God and those who love Him.

I can't wait for the birth pangs to be over and the birth of God's kingdom on Earth. There will be a Final Phase forum there but not like this one. It will be a discussion of God's Final Phase to bring history to a close so His Son can rule forever. Hope to see you all there.

A detailed commentary on the Book of Revelation might be inappropriate at this forum but I would like to touch on a few points. The most plain and simple thing about the Book of Rev. is that it is exactly what it says it is, no more and no less: The revealing (revelation) of Jesus Christ's physical return to earth and a description of what He accomplishes during that Return. Recalling Acts 17:31 - "... He (God) has appointed a day (the Day of the Lord) in the which He will judge the world in righteousness (He has the full right to do so) by that man whom He has commissioned (Jesus Christ) whereof He has given assurance unto all men, in that He has raised Him from the dead." It is important to realize that Jesus Christ alone will judge the unrepentant world for its sinfullness and rebellion. This is, if one takes God's Word at face value, an active judgment, not a passive one. Jesus Christ will accomplish this judgment by means of His own physical actions, not by the physical actions of men. Remember, only Jesus Christ has been commissioned to judge the world. For this reason, the idea that God will judge the world by means of a nuclear war cannot be a valid one. If this were to be the case, then mankind would be executing judgment upon itself. In truth, God has commissioned Jesus Christ to do this.

The description in chapter 8 might resemble the effects of a nuclear war, but so does the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah. Yet, it was not nuclear weapons that destroyed these two cities, but the active power of God alone.

Another important point is the timing of this judgment to destroy the wicked upon the earth - the Day of the Lord. This will not take place during the seal judgments in chapter 6, which are examples of the permissive will of God. During the seals, God allows great evil to rise to power. There will be much suffering, persecution of God's elect (the Church), and death, but this period does not constitute the active or commissive will of God. God is not the active committer of these events, sinful mankind is. So this period is not the Day of the Lord - the active judgment of God - as is commonly taught. As this period of antichrist's persecution is about to be brought to an end, the scene in heaven immediately after the Rapture and resurrection is described in Rev.7:9-17. Then, after all of God's elect have been rescued from the earth, the ax falls on the wicked who remain - the Day of the Lord - beginning in chapter 8. It is in chapter 8 where we have a clear description of God's commissive will - His active hand in judgment. The agents of His judgment will be His angels - the 'harvest reapers' at the end of the age (Matthew 13:39).

The judgments during the first half or so of the 70th Week of Daniel will not be intended to punish or destroy, but to refine and purify Christians. This from THE SIGN by Robert Van Kampen p.268:

"The primary purpose for putting the elect of God through the great tribulation is so the true church will be presented to Christ as His bride "in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle... that she should be holy and blameless"(Ephesians 5:27), "so that when He appears, we may have confidence and not shrink away from Him in shame at His coming (1John 2:28). God will graciously use this persecution to purify Christ's bride and to draw compromising believers back to godly living and purity of doctrine, "so that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ" (1Peter 1:7)."

However, after the Church is raptured, the active judgment of God - the Day of the Lord - will fall upon the unbelieving part of mankind that remain on the earth. This judgment, as Peter pointed out in 2Peter chapter 3 is to be akin to the Great Flood judgment, in that it comes specifically as "a destruction from the Almighty"(Isaiah 13:6).

A remnant of Israel will be saved through this time because God made a promise to Abraham concerning Israel that He will fulfill not because of any good Israel has done (the majority of the nation has always rejected God) but because God made this promise an unconditional one and will fulfill it because of His mercy and grace to the physical seed of Abraham.

Where a TFP nuclear war is inferred in the Scriptures, I believe, is in the first seal of Rev.6:1,2 where a shift in the balance of world power occurs, allowing the rise and world domination of a Communist empire, leading to the description of worldwide warfare in the second seal. Only a nuclear war could remove America from its current position of world leadership.

The world has already witnessed the corruption and destruction spawned by the rise of Communism in the twentieth century. When Communism achieves almost absolute power over the world in the near future, the world will witness the almost absolute corruption and destruction described in the seals of the Book of Revelation.

But Christians have only to read a little further to learn how the story ends! biggrin.gif

May God keep the remnant of America who are willing to be led by Him.

adapted from here

so this is basically what it means la...haha

feeling so much happier now...

2009-07-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

Ok, I did a H1N1 test yesterday and i just got the results....It's negative....So I'm free in a different way also...Before getting the results I'm free in a different way too...XD if you know what I mean....XD shit... My fingers are getting fatter...keep on typing like this...let's say I want to type "know" I'll type it like this "knoiw" XD or is my fingers too smooth..XDXDXD k la...bye..

ok....I know this is kinda late...XD

2009-07-01T21:37:00.000-07:00

I very lazy to upload all the pictures la...If you want, then email me la...then i send to you...kekekekekekkekekekekkekekkekekkeke................

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2009-06-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

Errmmm....It is just TOMORROW and I'm leaving to Bandung!!! Hooray!! But still haven't pack la...XD later la...lazy....errr...lazy to type...ok..next...XD

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Micheal Jackson is in a better place! Unbelievable! Walk towards the light, MJ! XD

Evolution

2009-06-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

Now, I'm forgetting everything about exams and I am going to talk about Evolution. Once every time people hear this word, Evolution, people will think that it is human evolved from monkeys and the picture which is the monkey evolving into humans. Early warnings, this post includes science and religion. Scientifically, humans are evolved from monkeys. In this case, how do humans evolve? There must be a medium suitable for humans to evolve. Where do monkeys evolve from? Humans are organisms and animals are also organisms. If humans are organisms and human are evolved then what about other animals? They also can evolve right? I said, scientifically, humans are made up of cells. Billions of cells. From cells to tissue then organ then system then organisms. Right? Then what about other animals? They are also made up of cells, then forms a tissue then forms an organ then forms a system then forms an organism. Right? They also can be evolved or already evolved. So, why can't other animals evolve. So this is the first point that can prove this evolution theory is WRONG! The other point is, humans have souls, don't they? Do cells have souls? NO. Then, do animals have souls? NO. Do monkeys have souls? NO. Do humans have soul? YES. Then can the soul be evolved? NO. Then, where the soul originates from? GOD. So this is also another point that can prove that evolution is just bullshitting. If someone says that because humans are evolved then they get a soul. Then how does the soul comes? It cannot just appear like that in the EVOLUTION theory? There must be something to make souls appear and it is GOD. Another point. Now, based on Christianity, God made Adam and Eve. He made Adam by dust and Eve by one of Adam's rib. So, humans are not evolved. And to all women out side, don't say you are created by ribs and not dust then you can insult men. Adam's rib are made of dust. The conclusion is, evolution theory is BULLSHIT!

Heart filled with anger

2009-06-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

My heart now is filled with anger, disappointment and sadness...Just because of exams la... Don't ever talk to me about exams or I'll just punch you in your face!

haa....lucky...

2009-06-11T01:37:00.000-07:00

Lucky i still got one more teeth to wait for it to grow...Now I'm praying so that it will slower grow...XD And now I'm waiting for tomorrow because tomorrow I can play my cello again!! yay!!! ok la...I think that is all...A super duper mega hyper giga short update...XD bye

be prepared, Bryan...

2009-06-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Oh no! Guess what? I'm gonna go to the dentist tomorrow to let him see that X-ray thing and maybe tomorrow I'll get my teeth extracted! No!!! Pain! Although he will give you some numb medicine but it wouldn't help much! And I still remember last time he said I will have 4 teeth extracted for braces! I don't wanna get braces and have ulcers all over my mouth! Do you know how much you have to suffer...There were this sentence " No pain, no gain." What the hell...And tomorrow's appointment is at 2pm and I am still not prepared and tomorrow and Friday I've got a busy schedule though...So, I wouldn't be at home in the morning till afternoon especially Friday. Cuz, I got my school's orchestra practice that day(yay!). Finally can play my cello again! Yay! I think that is it... This is just a very very short update...Tata!!!

haha...3rd post for today...

2009-06-07T09:06:00.001-07:00

crazy huh...guess I've got the 3S syndrome...which is Super Sien Syndrome...XD Fine...what am I gonna talk about is.................. NOTHING!! XD TOO BORING!!even facebook failed to entertain me! Now what?! *opens dried mandarin orange skin and eats it* oh ya! got project to do!!!no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm not gonna do it now...XD and i found out that my blog use of english is my everyday life kind of english... some ppl's blog is like writing and essay! so boring! ahahaha..so serious for what? be young...XD no offense but sometimes there are times to be serious and time to be wild!XDnow i'm wild!!XD k la...bye

Cibai...

2009-06-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

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happy? tell your teacher...XD

Back from AWESOME youth camp!

2009-06-07T04:17:00.000-07:00

just came back from my church youth camp which is super awesome...it was really nice... We had some sermons and games! I loves the games.... FYI, our camp is in Bentong... We had water balloons and Treasure Hunt for games.. Favorite is Treasure Hunt!! The place was freaking huge and we was like running around everywhere! OMG!! but my team got number one for most collected clues...we are running up and down the hill... and there are a few mountains!!! Big ones!! I can die climbing!!haha.. but it was really fun la! Then the first challenge was go girls toilet to get clues...so got it...Then it wrote there who was the famous Titanic singer and posing... and the hint was "Welcome"...So I guess it was maybe err...the carpet? So find and find...nothing.. then my team, Jian Soon and I, was searching and we shall a hill which was freaking high have a few papers hanging...and the stairs were frigging long and steep! So we climbed up...when we reached, guess what? It was not.OMG! have to go down again..So I think think think...Maybe it is at the guardhouse entrance..So we run there la...Then Jian Chin and Esther also follow lo...run run run...We finally saw Sarah!! and we have to sing Titanic and pose to the guard and Sarah is RECORDING it! OMG!then simply sing la..then she ok la ok la...gave us our next clue...MAZE... Jian Chin's team and my team were working together...And we walked to the wrong one...and we climbed the whole high mountain again! and reached the long stairs! I was like...Now what?We went down the hill and we go another mountain again! Jian Chin and Jian Soon was so fast that Esther and I cannot catch up..haiz..That two brothers...XD And we, Esther and I, were walking and trying to catch up...it was so tiring that we can't run anymore...so we walked and walked and the two brothers disappear...and we like...err... Where are they? so we still continue to walk...Walk and walk and walk... we reached the chicken and turkey farm... We were like...err....Are you sure this is the maze? And the turkeys were gigantic...YES, get me right...GIGANTIC! So we saw a puddle of sand at the entrance and saw no people's footprints except ours.... So we are like...Congratulations! You are lost...So we headed back where we came from and just go to the next stop...and guess what? We saw our team members there... Then they say we are lost... I was like.. lost? We lost you not you lost us...So at least one of your team mate go through the maze then you can do the next challenge...Which is...either you drink your coke in 30 seconds if cannot then there is a surprise forfeit...So ummm...I can't drink it... So we do the verse quiz 1 st la...it was 1 John 1:8-9...I think...then do do do...then ok la...correct already...then do forfeit then we got the clue! Then the next clue is go car park and it was so obvious because they wrote "Perodua, Proton, BMW, Toyota." and stuff like that...So we went there...the challenge was to eat the ice cream in 30 second...So lucky we were later and the ice cream were melted... So I just put the whole thing in my mouth..and swallowed it.... then we have to climb up the long stairs again to get the verses...haiz...And memorize it!!So i took the shortest one la...XD Lucky I got a bit of photographic memory... XD I memorized it well...When we went to test I forgot the last sentence!! Arh!!Then I took the second trial then yes! The last clue! Dinding Suci..=.= So we thought it was behind the big class cross wall so we saw Mei Earn and Sue Li also finding for that...So we raced there but Eunice is no where to be found...So we think...Dinding suci...Holy Wall..hmm..then Mei Earn and Sue Li went to the path to the river..so we, my team, just follow them la...So run run run again lor...Then we finally found Eunice! and guess what the Holy wall refers to HolEy wall...HOLE!!haiz... and the challenge was to fold origami...I was like...harh?! NO other challenge meh?haha... So we folded it la...and not one only you know...Each team fold twenty birds! MarshaAllah!! Then we simply fold and I fold until very ugly cause I want to be fast...Then we got the next clue!Go to the river...So it was near and we ran there...Guess what was the challenge? You can use any cloth on you e.g. shirt and pants, to fill the water bottle at the very far edge there...So we rush like hell!! So tadah!!!We got the next clue...Starting place...So we go go go!! And we reached! And guess what? We won the most collected clues lor...ahaha...this is just the SUMMARY of it...I can die if you call me to write everything...and I go to the river and play lor...since already win...So I teman Ai-Li lo...When I reached there it was Viviane and Wei Bin's group....haha... That two was so hilarious wei... FYI, Wei Bin is a guy and Viviane is a girl... So that two were like dunno how and Ai-Li and me were like laughing like shit looking at them...We stood at the bridge there...XD Wei Bin don't want to take off his shirt and he just dipped half of himself in the river...haha...And he squeezed his shirt and his pants and there were only a few drops and he dropped the bottle a few times...Ai-Li and me was like... "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!" I know we're mean..XD Then Mei Earn, Sue Li, Mei Er and Yi-Yen came to play in the river..so I joined them.we splashed here and there... Then we went up to bathe...So we went back to our dorms..That was just the SUMMARY of the Treasure Hunt...you want more? Go youth's blog la...XD I'm tired to type more...XD the others let it be a sweet memory...okk...Now sermons...REPORT FOR SERMONS...

Session 1:
Genesis 1:26-27 ( God created human in His image )

Session 2:
Satan's plan is always pulling you away from God and diverts your attention.
5D's doubt, delay, diversion, discourage and defeat.
Jeremiah 29:11( Promise of good planning.)
John 3:16 ( Promise of eternal life )
John 10:10 ( Promise of giving life )
1 John 1:9 ( Promise of forgiving )
John 5:24 ( Promise of eternal life )
John 14:13 ( Promise of prayers )
John 14:23 ( Promise of love )
*additional* Psalms 91:4 ( Promise of protection )

Session 3:
Not listening.

Session 4:
Not listening again...

Memory Verse:
Romans 12:1-2
1 Corinthians 6:19-20

And during the Sunday service..My friend thought I was writing down what the pastor is saying but nonono...I was writing a poem...XD OK...the halfway there poem...

The pastor is preaching,
and I am thinking
of what to word to write
and make this poem right.

The pastor is using his laptop,
and also Sarah's laptop.
The time he ends I wonder,
the time at present I ponder.

Now I am in Bentong,
and the river is quite long.
And I went to the river to swim,
Be careful because it is not a stream.

And there he goes so loud,
and that makes him so proud.
He is using the slide show,
Bible verses it show.

And I am not listening,
because it is too boring.
Then I saw something glittering,
actually it was someone's ring.

He speaks louder and louder,
which make my ear painer and painer.
I want this to end,
and God's power this I lend.

When I look at the chair,
It just reminds me of air.
When I think of air,
I would say " Let the music fill the air"!

Yesterday there's a Treasure Hunt,
I'm so tired till I'm blunt.
Not only my legs are pain,
no idea why my ass is pain.

When I take a look at the slide show,
The first word I saw was killer.
Then later I saw destroyer.
This means I am a bad user.

The camp food was not delicious,
but the games prepared was marvelous.
Not only it is marvelous,
it is also supercalifragilisticexpialadocious.

Now he is praying,
and the God is blessing.
And I am not going out,
And nobody can force me out.

TO BE CONTINUED..this poem la...Now I'm stuck with this song..."Where is the love" by Black Eyed Peas...umm...very lazy to blog la...k la...bye!

haha..i noe i noe...

2009-06-01T09:40:00.000-07:00

It's the same day and now I'm posting another post...XD i noe i noe... I feel like playing cello and violin!! At this time Stan went USA...left the cellist of 2 Bayan(2009) alone...haiz... XD the aim of this post is very wuliao...just to tell you guys currently what song entertains me and goes into my soul... I highly recommend this song(no vocals)..which is... TADAH!!! (I)can,can(you) by VANESSA MAE!!!this song is fun! I feel the "highness" of this song especially wearing the earphone...wow... the bass is just AWESOME!!!haha...often go high when I hear this song... XD I don't mind hearing this song again and again...XD which is what I'm doing now...XD let me see whether got her song or not then I'll load youtube video here...XD
(went to youtube and find)

They have!! TADAH!!! but they can't load it here...stupid!!!%@#$@#%@$!!! i'll just give you the link! click here:
(I) can, can (you) - Vanessa Mae
and another song too though the starting might be a lil' boring just be patient...
Fur Elise- Vanessa Mae

and that is the link!! ok la...bye bye and go and die! XD

Run away with my passport...hehehe

2009-06-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

Well, today I just made my first passport!! Going Bandung in 25 more days and I'm gonna skip Hari Temu Bual Ibu Bapa...XD muahahaha!!! btw, the process of making that friggin' passport was so damn long!! took me a whole day just to that thing...haiz... but at least the workers there are so much friendlier than last time those ppl...funny... they speak chinese... not normal chinese just like joking punya la... they are Malays but they are very very friendly and funny... XD like when people call you to put your right hand thumb then they would normally say "Sila letakkan ibu jari tangan kamu kat sini."But they don't, they say "(cantonese)Zhor sau"XD and "Chin meng" or "Bou sang zhi." XD hilarious...haiz...let's escape...XD and tomorrow's busy schedule is go do X-ray for the dentist thing for braceces..something thing la..then go eat Saisaki or Shogen!! Japanese buffet...here I come!!! after that...hehe...Music and Food is tomorrow's main topic...hehehe...definitely not health!NEVER! Tomorrow night I'm going to MPYO at KLCC!! yay! Can skip stupid science...don't want to see that teacher and sleep in class..XD Orchestra...here I come!!XD(again...) ummm... I guess that's it...bye!

3 happiness at one time...isn't it great?!

2009-05-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

ahaha...the first is...bought the saxophone!!although quite long already la...XD Alto- saxophone Tenby ( australia ) 24k Gold Plate!!! wahaha...but my sister's one..so..watever... and secondly...Holidays are here in my hands NOW!!!

FYI: 2nd and 3rd happiness are connected...so be patient.

HOLIDAY!!plus today is Thursday cuz I planned to skip Hari Guru yang wuliao giler...plus... magically my dad let me ponteng!! yay!!! wahahha...I'm lovin' it! so teachers...see ya suckers!!ahahahahahhaa...k la...feel very wuliao now...and after holidays come back to skol i'm gonna drop dead in deep shit...damn...getting results la some more what?!

Saxophone...wah...

2009-05-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

ooolala...sexy saxophone...XD seriously nice... Alto Saxophone Ten B (australia) 24 K Gold Plate....nice...obviously the price is also nice... Marhogany( I think ) sell it about RM8000+ and Guitar Store sell about RM7900+ i think...my sister wants to learn it...and my dad told me to learn too...and wanted to buy it!! yay!!!the sound is AWESOME!!! sexiest instrument...btw, my dad wants to buy me a cello too!! woohoo!! saxophone, cello, piano play together...AWE-SOM-ME!!! buy it!!buy it!! haha... jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...haha... my hosue got lots of instruments...hhahaha...let's see...

1)Drums
2)Piano
3)Electric guitar
4)Classical guitar
5)Zheng
6)Erhu
7)Harmonica
8)Recorder

and my house might add two more!! SAXOPHONE and CELLO!!!yay!!!maybe la... hope so... let's pray...........................
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DONE!! umm...really want it...hehehe..can play jazz music...wahahahaha...ok la bye bye...

New Drama...ehehe

2009-05-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

hehe..those of you who is there in the library around 2.00 pm this afternoon (22/5/09) then I think you know what happened...some bloody indian librarian guy right... remember?? You can't shout in the library although it is noisy right? and the teacher forbids it! My friend shouted last year and she kena marah...then why can he? because the teacher is not there! then...hehe...He shouted a few times...I think about 3...and Qi Cong, Wilson, Tim, Tian Mei, Kazuki, Yeh Yang, Zheng Hao, Kiki, Hwu Ning,Andrew and Simon...I think... then you guys should know what happened right? haha...the bloody bugger was shouting at us to shut up and he thinks that we are younger he can shout at us...please la...those Form 1s are useless la...dun have noise one...My table haha..noisy one ( include myself ) and guess what? I talked back la...He shouted first..he shout " PLEASE KEEP QUIET!!!" I said " you can't shout in the library and that is the rule!" HE:*kept quiet* (hah! Chicken...)
then Tian Mei was like..."Wah...your senior wor.." I said " Plz la...he just became a librarian this year..." then the library start to become alive...
Qi Cong said " Wahh...big boy liao ar..." I said " hahaha...He thinks that he is older than can shout at us la...in your dreams...I am strong...mentally..." then library noisy but not that kind of noisy la... HE shouted again " PLEASE KEEP QUIET!!" I said again " Hah...Told you you can't shout in the library..."
HE kept quiet...chicken again... My friends all laughing la..umm...all the Form 2s....XD obviously all of them support me...

then when the library became noisy again...he came to our table and talked softly to us " Please keep quiet..." haha...chicken...then my friend said in cantonese " Wah...Hui geng jor lei ar...geng ar...pui fuk pui fuk.."hahaha...then he go one side there and study liao lor...swt...so stupid la...Even though I am younger doesn't mean I have to be treated badly...plz..I'll argue...then my friend from another table came and said" wahh...lei hou gao lek lor..." haha...k la...think that's the new drama..XD

oh ya...forgot something...

2009-05-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

ooppss...forgot sumthing...OUR CLASS DRAMA WON!!!which was obvious ... so that's what I forgotten...bye..XD

TIRING DAY!!

2009-05-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

hah...so tired today...woke up at 7:20 this morning to go for duty...haiz....8 am reach...which is like one hour earlier!!so damn boring wei...sit in the canteen and dream...XD but that is not all...the teacher said that there will be a "moving library" coming so have to call all classes to come ONE BY ONE!!I was like..wth? run all over the school to call them??so what to do? I juz ran all over the school searching for classes and call them to go...and I have to run a few times around the school...haiz...that one...forget about it...then the orchestra was closed for this month because of that freaking exam!! so I still sign out at 1 pm...and also got bored in the canteen although my friends are there...so I went up to the library to study...the air cond was WARM!!shit...haiz...no difference..haiz..so juz went down again...my friend called me and we talk talk talk talk talk...until halfway one of them call me to go away cuz of their GOSSIPS!!so what to do??nothing to do wor..so I just go up the library again and study with my friends lor..up and down and up and down... lucky the air-cond was cold already...so i chose a seat under the air-cond...WAH...so comfy...then the bell rang! RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then go for a short perhimpunan then I got a certificate for the English writing competition lor...take already then go bengkel...KH mar...do did done the kerja kayu then paint paint paint the syelek...then recess!!!then eat ate eaten...then go back class...the boys changing clothes but I purposely dun wan to bring cuz not interested in sports at all...so go the field then my friend lend me his Rubik's cube then play play play...then ring!!! Art class...then draw draw draw...ring!!! go home...then my dad was early...so run run run...then reach...wah...the car so cold...so comfy...then on the way home fell asleep...then reach home..then bathe...bathe bathe bathe already then go play rubik's cube...mine la...then dad came back from fetching ppl...so eat again...eat eat eat then now la...play computer and blogging...when reach home I suddenly felt so tired...dunno why..i normally not like that lor...sot sot liao...so now like this lor...whining now...XD bye

Friends

2009-04-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

I;m sorry if I every betrayed you...I'm sorry if I ever hurt you...I'm sorry if I did something offensive...Now I realized that friends are precious. Shall God be with you guys and those who read this...

Let us pray:
Father God, that you for this day. That you for everything that you have granted us. Lord, please bless all my friends. Send your guardian angels to protect them from any harm and danger. Lord, I really want to thank you for giving me such great friends. They are always there for me when I need them. *prayer in tongue* In Jesus name I pray, Amen!

Let us say the Lord's Prayer:
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory. Amen!