Broken Chains

Ah yes, 14th April 2012 is indeed a very important date. In fact, it just proved that no matter how bad things seem to be like, nothing is impossible.






You know what? Screw this. I can't do motivational or emotional talk. I'm bad at expressing my feelings. So, let's try this again, this time, my way.

AMAGATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT






ST. JOHN-ERS! I AM SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS




Yes, it's been a long time since I laaaaaaaast updated this pretty much dead blog and I brought great news! :D 




I'M SOOOOO HAPPY I COULD DIE! (I'm not even exaggerating.)

What's the best part of it? It's my senior year, and this is greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat :D Although it's just the third place, BUT THAT'S FUCKING GOOD. IT'S BEEN LIKE, 4 YEARS OR SOMETHING, WE LOST. WE BROKE THE CURSE! 




AWWWWWWWWWWWWW YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH 






Okay. Enough of me getting too excited. Gotta go live my sad life now :3 Ciaos~!
















Love you guys! <3 We couldn't have done it without all of ya!

Awkward Penguin~

Grateful.

Well, I'm just making this post to prove that I'm not dead, yet. And I'm still alive.

Let's cut to the chase.

Why I wrote my title as 'Grateful' is because I've read many blogs of friends and family of mine and that same thought appeared in my head after reading their posts about their life. I was constantly thinking:"Wow. My life is peaceful." I mean,  I'm not bragging or whatever fuck. It's just that I felt their pain, their burden, their restlessness but I cannot truly understand their situations as I myself had not been in their shoes. Oh, I can be very sensitive at times and I can also be a total dope at times either. I've read about their life being so frantic, so hectic, so... dramatic. Well, of course I wouldn't want these things to happen in my life, like, who wants these things to happen? So I was like:"Thank God I had not been through these situations and all." But, there's always a but, I have my own issues that I'm dealing with which are too personal to be posted anywhere on the Internet that I'm very confused about. Okay, I shouldn't take this topic any further. 

So, I really am sincere and worried about those people whose life are really in darkness. You might not believe me but I truly am. It's like, you know that feeling you get when you see someone in trouble but you've got no idea how and you can't help that person at all. Yeah, that helpless feeling. You feel so... stupid because you got absolutely no idea how to help them, or at least lift up their souls.  Yes, I'm afraid that when I help them, I might make things worse cuz I've always been like that. All the time. Might as well just, stay out of it BUT I FUCKING CAN'T! urghhh I can't just ignore them. I don't know why but that's just me! I can pretend to not give a fuck but I really do care, about everyone around me. Yes, even I might say that I hate them or whatever but I really don't. I just..can't. Yes, you can call me taking it too much or whatever but I'm just being passionate. Well, of course as a friend, that is if you are my friend. If my close friends and the bests, owh you should see me.

Oh well, it's like 3:47am now and most probably I'm gonna wake up at 3pm tomorrow lol or even..4 LOL meh most probably my mom would call me to ask what do I wanna eat for lunch :9 So, yeah, I'm signing off.

Gave up.

LOL I actually wanted to do a post of Chinese New Year and guess what? Nothing lol not funny I have pictures and videos and I can actually post them up but I forgot how did CNY went already lol it's like what? Two months ago? haha The highlight of CNY, angpaos 8D I give up. I am not gonna do a post about Chinese New Year and the previous post in this blog is like what? February 9th I think.

Forget about CNY. Now, today, it was d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-i-n-g. Urghhhh this is so annoying. I should probably not talk about it anymore. Too much frustration and totally killed my day. Thought that we could at least get the top 4 :/ STUPID FUCKING JUDGES. FUCKING UNFAIR.

kbvjovnwsklwhefknweiohniefnwefnweklfnwfiptgekfnap urghhhh I shall go off.

Personality test, anyone?

LOL I was too bored and I've come across this website that does some personality stuffs so well, obviously I clicked it XD Here's the link if you wanna have fun with it ;D (What the hell are you thinking? tsk tsk haha) TEH QUIZZZZ 


So, here my results and all of them are actually, very true :O Try it! Maybe you'll get yours accurate too! But you'll have to be honest to the answers :D

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

So, how's your results? 

Oh, and I think I won't be able to blog as frequent as how I blogged last time (weekly) because I can't find the time and I don't have any ideas for the blog. So, I have decided that I'll blog less frequently but each post will be a better one rather than some crappy weekly shit post :)

So that's basically it for now :/

AND OH!

Almost forgot, again. The next post is going to be about my Chinese New Year holidays in PENANG! woots! So be ready for there're gonna be hell lots of retarded stuff like VIDEOS coming out! I'll only select the best ones and if you wanna see all of the pictures, you gotta go to my Facebook profile, everything's there :D Wanna add me? Have fun looking for 'Bryan Teh' muahahah

I guess that sums it up for this post? SO, take care and have fun :D

Ya think imma gon put "Happy CNY"? Are you serious?

MIRA EN BARRANQUILLA SE BAILA ASI

haha was all in a sudden Español XD meh being random XD

LET'S GET RETARDED IN HERE!

ahh Black Eyed Peas XD dayum I should put this as my blog title :D 

Idon'tknowwhybutI'mfeelingalilbithyperafter
eatingthatmandarinorangeIsuspectithasdrugsinit 

:O

ooh! Have you seen a rotten mandarin orange? Do you think it's black? Brown? NOPE, it's GREEN D: And it's SICK GREEN D: 

PICTURES! (Want a video? I have one XD)

 See? I swear it is gross! And squishy! 8D

The video I was talking bout? HERE:-

I know right? You just feel like eating it HAHAHAHAHAHA I was curious alright? And I didn't eat it XD although it didn't smell bad and it smelt like mandarin oranges? FRESH mandarin oranges XD

SO,

I was thinking, there's one week of holidays to enjoy and to not do homework. hahah One week off from school and teachers but away from friends? I will be like so lonely at home although there's like two rhinos at home XD 




And I guess that's it for today's/tonight's post? Alright then, BYE! 

OH RIGHT! I ALMOST FORGOT!

I wanna wish every Chinese in this world a happy Chinese New Year! :D

Want some juice? XP

RWUAH!

Fucked up mind.

My mind's pretty fucked up these days. Been thinking too much. Blarh. It's just, dang, I don't know. I don't know why I brought this up and I don't think it would be appropriate to post this on my blog. It's just too personal. So, might as well just not post this right? But it made me feel better by posting my fucked up mind to the world, hoping that things would get better. Yes, I am all of a sudden emo and not whipping my hair(finally! and although my hair's too short to whip but who cares?) arghhhhh There's just too many things to think about and I don't even know where to start! Somehow reading 'inspirational' quotes make me feel even MORE depressed :/

I give up.

Is earth still a place for humans?

As you know, starvation in Africa is at a really alarming rate right? Yes, so you know but what did you do about it? Have you done anything about it? Have you donated to the charities available everywhere around you or have you did at least something on the net rather than just taking note and appreciate what you have. Yes, appreciation is good but after maybe a few days then did you still remember that the children in Africa IS still starving? Or you just live on your days normally like how you do?




Do you still want this to happen?

OR

Do you want to see this?

Of course you would prefer the second picture right? See the BIG BIG difference? They have clothings, they have SMILES on their faces, they have JOY and they have CLEAN underground WATER. 

You might ask:

"Where did that water pump come from?"

Truth is, people around the world are gathering help from every nation to donate and build up this pump or maybe dig a well that cost around USD$5,000 for one? Even Youtubers are doing a project called "Project 4 Awesome" for short "P4A". 


Of course, you never know what are they going through because YOU didn't experience what they felt. Everyone of you who are fortunate enough to even surf the net and read THIS post have all experienced a day that you felt "terribly" hungry and immediately you went to grab some food or junk to eat, right?




Imagine the kids! Weeks! They've been starving for WEEKS! And some of them can hardly get a single teaspoon of clean water to drink a day!






SO, all I ask you to do is, from this day onwards, always think of those unfortunate children in Africa or at least pray for them. At least do the very least you can do, put in some effort, you won't die! 




There are still many more things that are happening in this world but if no one cares, who would? It doesn't matter what kind of charity works you do as long as you had put in SOME effort rather than just facing your computer doing nothing and liking all the Facebook pages!

HAVE SOME SYMPATHY FOR GOD'S SAKE!